P.A.L.E { PROTECTOR AGAINST THE LYCAN'S END}
*Chattering in the hall.*
The noise pressed against my ears like waves hitting stone. Heads tilted, whispers bounced from row to row. I watched my brother across the stage. His hand shook as he reached for the bottle of water at his side. He gulped it down as if swallowing could steady him. Sweat beaded at his hairline and ran down the back of his neck. His shirt clung to him dark and damp. He did not care about the scholarship itself. He wanted the win because Father wanted the win. He wanted the proof that he was the son Ignacio favored.
Was he afraid now? Of course he was. He knew what I could do. He had watched me for years, watched me answer every question, watched me take every prize. In every competition, Adrian always found a way never play fairly. Tricks, whispers, shortcuts, that was his way. Seeing him panic made something cold and steady click through me.
Father sat in the front row, his chair pulled forward so he could watch every face, every move. His eyes never blinked. They pinned me like a specimen under glass. Piercing. I had spent half my life trying to bend myself into the shape of a person he would admire. Each medal, each scholarship was a letter I sent him and waited for a reply he never wrote. I have been mute all my life. Words do not leave my mouth. It is both protection and prison.
My silence has shaped me, but it has not erased the hunger to be seen. My academic work has been my answer when I could not speak. It has been the place where I mattered. Today should have been another routine victory. The hall’s air felt heavy, the kind of weight that presses on your chest and makes breathing harder. The host took the microphone, and the murmurs dropped to a low hum like distant thunder.
“And for the last question, whoever wins this round wins it all,” the host announced.
I straightened, let my back fill with the familiar armor of calm. This was my moment. The lights flicked over us, sharp and hot. I flexed my fingers, ready.
Then something changed.
A low sound cut the silence. At first it was like the wind. Then it grew into a deep, rising howl. Not human. The sound threaded through the room and wrapped itself around my bones. An invisible pressure closed like fingers around my throat. My chest tightened as if someone had squeezed me.
I looked up. Nobody else moved. The judges blinked, curious but composed. The crowd watched the stage with polite interest. Everyone else acted as if the world was the same as before. I was the only one who heard the noise. Was this one of Adrian’s tricks? He thrived on stunts. He would do anything to trip me.
The thought angered me, made my hands clench. But the howl grew louder, layered with other sounds. Low growls threaded through it. The sound came from everywhere and nowhere. My vision blurred. The paper in front of me swam into streaks of light.
The question on the page looked like a smear. Sweat stung my eyes. I pressed my hand against my temple, trying to steady the image. The voices came. Not a single voice, but many, whispering, chanting, repeating syllables that fit like shards into some secret place in my blood. Names pushed into my head, slithering in like cold water.
Senar. Sirnala. Saki. Surya.
Each name landed and uncoiled, echoing until it had become a drumbeat in my skull. I did not know those names, and at the same time I knew them as if I had said them a hundred times in a past life.
My breath hitched.
The hall seemed suddenly far away, as if I was looking at it through thick glass. My hand moved toward my pen, but my fingers would not obey. The pen slipped.
My handwriting that had always been sure and neat began to scatter into shaky lines. The pressure intensified. It felt like something else was in the room with me, something that did not belong to the bright lights and applause. The air chilled. I felt the temperature drop along my arms, a hush slipping over everything.
Even the light seemed thinner. The host cleared his throat and asked the final question. The words came like someone else’s voice inside my head, distorted by distance. I knew the answer. I always knew the answer. But my hands would not write it. It was like someone else had folded itself over my will.
The crowd watched. My brothers looked at me, faces a mixture of expectation and hunger. Father’s gaze had not moved. His jaw was a hard line. He waited for me to perform, to prove that silence was not failure. My pen rattled and fell. I tried to reach for it, but my arm was lead. My skin prickled, and a cold rolled out from the center of me until the hairs along my neck stood up. People around me shivered and glanced toward me.
A woman near the aisle pulled her shawl tighter; a child rubbed his hands and frowned. The hush deepened into a pinned, anxious quiet. The voices called my name then. Not aloud, but across a different plane of sound. The syllable struck my chest. Snow. My head snapped upward. The bright lights looked like suns. My ears complained at the noise, and then everything narrowed to a single tunnel. My body felt heavy, as if water had filled my limbs.
The paper slipped from my hand and touched the table with a small, wet sound. Then the darkness came, not as a slow fade but as a rush. It pulled me down. The world seemed to fold like paper, layers collapsing until there was nothing but the cold, hard floor under my cheek.
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