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Lost sympathy from someone who has made you lose your courage long ago …?

Why would a person want to destroy themselves more just because they are guilty of the things they have lost …Unresolved matters that they still have hope on are basically pathetic. They look at me as if I lost it like I'm some kind of evil they want to stay away from. They might think I might have lost it in anger or my emotions but the only thing I have lost it as I know of is the hope of them.

I look at the men standing near the tree trying to stay sheltered from this scorching heat, he would look at that group of girls like their next prey. I am sure the men don't even know them or even want to …he would be the least to judge who they are from within but most to judge for who they are not …

He is trying to approach the girl with the most revealing dress, I look at the girl,her fist is tightly clutched within her dress…

She is trying to hold onto her friend's hand who doesn't even bother to see her presence.

The man again tried to be near her, which is making me frustrated…neither her friend is standing for her nor is she.

I tried to ignore the things, but the men's eye image formed to me was unbearable for me to hold back...

I went near her, the pink dress was still clutched by her hands but more to her fingers now.

"Hey you look really great"I speak, her eyes flinched shocked but more comfortable than before I noticed the grip of her dress slightly loosened by my comment…

"Thanks a lot"she smiles, the men have moved back and stopped in his spot,, her friend is looking at me with her earphones on, she just smiles not even bulged by my comment, a stranger seems to be talking to her friend.

I hate this kind of friend, I don't even know why the pink dress girl is still with her.

And about the other friends, they are either behind them or in front.

"Where are you from--i mean-uhmm-- why are you here"she says stuttering

"I am just roaming around here and there, you must be here for a hangout?"

She stays silent for a moment

"yeah,, but I don't feel really great here, so I think not for long"she shifts her gaze to mine

Even though I don't have much time, I ain't a bitch to leave her like this.

"Where is your next stop?" I ask

She seems totally unaware of how she even thought of getting out of this, when she doesn't even know how..

"Anywhere except here, u?"she laughs awkwardly making me smile at her query

But I don't show it

"I am roaming so anywhere"

"Great"she is fidgeting with her left hand, I try to smile to make it less awkward than it already is.

She points towards my neck...

"Uhmm your necklace is gorgeous and it sui--"

"Suit my personality"her eyes widens

"How did you??"she is smiling so widely

"It's just that I just know"my hand shifts on my neck towards my collarbone, and somehow I am fidgeting, and she isn't saying anything.

"thanks btw for the comment"

"Yeah uhm"she looks nervous

I hmm at her, she doesn't look at me and tries to think of something...making me curious.

"Can we hang out" she blurts out

and I am staring at her, she is a stranger to me and she just asked the thing which felt the most wrong inappropriate thing that I could have done..

"It's okay if you don--"

"sure we can"I say without letting her complete.

She starts suggesting me places , her friends are out of view as they left to their homes but Obviously not their home but hanging with others leaving her alone and about that man I totally forgot about is nowhere to be seen.

I don't see a reason to be here anymore but there is nothing wrong to have some fun.

Right?...I ask myself

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