Episode 7

Katherine’s POV

“I have to go somewhere Kil. Don’t leave Katherine alone. I know that you have desires on her but you have to control yourself if you don’t want to suffer. Do you understand?” Shawn said when the demon open his eyes.

Kill?

It’s this demon’s name? It sounds awful.

“Why would I listen to you?” Kil asked, his eyes are red.

Shawn smile sheepishly, “Because you don’t want to die.”

“Shawn, maybe its better if I go with you.” I said, I know about the restriction and somehow I feel less danger but there’s a stench of another danger creeping inside me. It may be just woman’s instinct but I could not care less.

Shawn look at me first then turn to face the other vampire. They’re not saying anything as if they’re just having a staring contest. Eh? Maybe they’re talking with their minds? Like vampires do in movies?

Nonetheless, I should take care of myself. With or without anyone by my side, my safety is my own responsibility. I could not just always rely on others.

“Katherine, he’s on our side for now. I have to leave. He’ll keep you safe” Shawn said, he look at me once before vanishing in thin air.

Shawn is gone. I’m stuck with this pervert demon, he’s still on the floor but this time is not lying down, he’s sitting.

I keep silent and he did the same. We’re jut staring at each other.

‘ What’s on his mind? Does this K.I.L.L guy want to K.I.L.L me?’ I thought. I should find a way to fight against him.

“Kil. K.I.L, kil…” He said all of a sudden.

‘What? Can he read my thoughts?’ I panic, if that’s the case then there’s no way that I can keep myself safe from him.

“I can’t read thoughts, I can hear them.” He said in a bored tone. He even yawn like he’s so bored with me.

“Katherine,” he whispered. “Your name is beautiful.”

I did not respond. Should I thank him? I rather not talk.

“You’re always popping up in my mind no matter what I do. Your face, your crying face always haunt me when I sleep. It feels so heavy whenever I can’t see you for long.”  His voice is soft and gentle. It makes me feel weird considering what he had done to me from the very start.

“Why are you telling me this?” I asked, I can’t hold back myself. I wanted to know why he’s acting like this right now. Was it included in the restriction that Shawn mentioned?

“Haha, you would not understand it either right?” He stood up and walk towards me.

“D-don’t come closer.”

He smiled, “ I won’t hurt you. I promise.” I move my head to the side when he attempted to touch my face.

“Kath, I’m sorry.” I’m stunned on what he said. He’s apologizing to me but I don’t want it. I don’t want to hear it.

“ I should have approached you in a nice way. I’ve been missing you.” I face him and saw his brown orbs. They’re less scary than his scarlet orbs when he’s mad. I subconsciously close my eyes.

“I’ve been looking for you for days.” His expression almost made me believe that he really cares for me. No, those were just empty words.

“Why did you leave me? I went to your house but you’re not there. I look everywhere just to find you.” his voice become more friendly not aggressive.

“I wanted to stay away from you. You’ve hurt me, degraded me. I don’t even want to see your face.” I could see a pain expression on his face after he heard what I said. It’s true that I don’t want to see him again. That’s what my mind tells me. But deep in my heart, after all the shits he have done, there’s a tiny part of me that wants to be with him. For whatever reason it is, I won’t let myself linger on that stupid presumption.

*lub-lub-lub-lub*

My heartbeat is calm right now. There is no sign of threat or fear. It’s the first time that its not beating wildly when he’s around. Instead, its more peaceful.

“Ah!”

I held my hand to rub my forehead. He flicked my forehead!

‘What the hell!’

“You’re too close to me,” Kil said looking away.

“Excuse me? You’re the one who went closer to me!” I yelled, annoyed. Who would not be?

“It does not matter, just stop that sound.” he stubbornly said. Sound? What sound?

I look at him clueless. He’s still sitting in front of me. I thought he don’t want to get closer?

“Your heartbeat, that sound. It’s dangerous.” Kil held my face with his two hands. He look at me in the eyes.

‘Oh no! Is he going berserk again?’

“Do you have any idea how hard it is to resist you? The more I tried to resist, the more I crave for more. Especially right now, when you’re just too close to me.” He whispered. I could feel his breath on my face. His eyes gradually changed its color.

My heart beats fast but its not like before, its not the same when I’m scared. This time its excitement.

Kil move his face to me, slowly touching my lips with his. This kiss is gentle and caring. My mind wanted me to stop but my body and the other part of me want me to continue.

Seems like the restriction has a loophole. Shawn said that the poison will work on him once he force me and hurt me, but base on what’s happening right now, the poison is not working. Not because the restriction failed but because I’m not forced.

Let’s say I’m an idiot to enjoy this man’s kisses. I’ve realized something today, if he did not forced me from the beginning, we might not end up like this. Maybe we could have a better relationship. But its all in the past, it can’t be changed anymore. Since I have to rely on myself to survive, I’ll do what I can to stay alive.

I put my arms around his neck and kiss him back. He was taken a back for a while but he just smiled and kiss me deeper.

Right, as long as he’ll let me stay alive, I could give him what he wants.

I’m may be desperate but I’m afraid to die, who would not be?

Kil’s POV

I smiled when she kiss me back. Sometimes, I don’t understand her at all. Just like the first time we met, she tempted me but cried when we did it. This time, I’ll make her do it willingly.

I was told that if I force her I’ll suffer from the poison planted on my body. If I am correct, I will only suffer if I force her not when she’s willing.

I started to undress her. She’s turning me on so hard. I kiss her again and carry her to her room. She broke the kiss and lay down on bed.

“Are you fine with this?” I asked and she nodded in response.

Looking at her soft skin, I wanted to make it swell. I lick her legs up to her thigh. She’s not protesting so I move my head to her chest, licking and squeezing her ******. She moan.

I look at her eyes before kissing her lips again, down to her jawline and to her neck. I carefully bite her neck and licks it after. She grabbed my head and pull my hair. I planted small kisses on her neck before biting it hard and deep enough to suck her blood.

“HAH!” she gasps as I suck more.

No. I should stop or else she’ll faint. I lick her skin and just like before, there’s no trace of wound. Its as clean as before.

My brows furrowed on what just happened. I look at her eyes, she’s clueless.

I smiled and kiss her again. This time I suck on her lips until it bleeds. She’s going to look more hot with bruises on her lips knowing that I made them.

Her blood is sweet and its more sweeter than before. There’s a distinct flavor that made her blood taste different from the others although I could not tell what it is.

I keep on sucking small amount of blood on her lips while kissing her hard.

I sniff her neck again. I know its dangerous for her but I want to do it again. I want to suck her blood on her neck again. I could even hear the sound of her blood flowing through her veins. It makes me want to block the red an warm liquid with my mouth.

“Kath, I want your blood.” I softly whispered on her ear, blowing and biting her earlobe.

“May I?” I asked. Trying to get her permission just so the said restriction won’t work. Personally, I also want her approval before doing it. I don’t want her to be scared of me. If I want her to stay, I need her to be more comfortable with me. Although I’m not exactly sure on how to make her comfortable.

“D-don’t kill me.” She mumbled. I felt a pang on my chest. Seeing her helpless expression is heavy to take. She’s been crying most of the time and its all because of me. I really don’t know why she always cry. Aside from forcing my way to suck her blood, I didn’t really remember forcing her...that much.

“Shh. I won’t, I had it earlier so I won’t do it again for now.” I caress her face and she lean her head on my hand.

I kiss her lips again. Maybe we could do something else then.

I started to unbutton my shirt while giving her love marks. She moans and it made my thing harder. I didn’t waste any time longer. I take off all my clothes.

“Spread your legs.” I said in between kisses.

She spreads her legs and I position myself.

“AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!” she screams in pain.

What the?

She’s still so tight. I pull it off and push it in again. I did it for few times and realized that she’s bleeding! Her face turn pale and she’s sweating a lot.

Holy sh*t!!

We already did it before!

Or maybe she’s just naturally tight? But its should not be like this.

I look at her and she’s still in pain. I get off from her and cover her ***** body.

“Now tell me Katherine, why are you still seem like a ******?”

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