The realization

After a while I realized that I needed to stop crushing on Hunter because it was making me go incane. I liked Hunter more then before, but Hunter and I were just friends. I thought I loved him but now I know I was just looking for a new friend. I wanted him to be happy, and if that meant having Emily as his girlfriend that was okay. I was just happy to have another friend that who I felt could almost always talk to. Hunter was my friend and if he was going to be in my life at least he could be happy. If I was not the one to make him happy that was fine it wasn't up to me.

It was soon Valentine's Day i was once agian single sadly. I wanted to be in a relationship so bad but i knew it wasnt going to happen. I always thought to myself why would anyone want to date me? And once again I let another valentine's day pass being single. I was sad to be single, but at least I had my friends to keep me happy. I still liked hunter but my friends still thought I deserved a better guy then Him even if Amanda kept sending me things like #Runter and #make Runter great again, as a joke. I didn't mind much I still liked him. I was way too obsessed with Hunter and knew it because he was all I thought about all day everyday even though I knew he had a girlfriend.

Even though hunter had a girlfriend he started eating lunch with us more again and he even started talking to me more. Yes we were finally becoming good friends. I was amazed by how much changed in a month. Hunter and I went from hardly knowing each other to being great friends. All because of me, if I had never started liking hunter we would have never started talking. We would have never became friends. Even though Hunter had a girlfriend, he was still a complete weirdo just the like as the rest of us.

I loved my friends, and their weirdness. I know no matter what was to happen in the future I made up my mind that they were always going to be there for me as I was there for them no matter what. We were always there for each other whether we were making fun of each other for no reason other than to be funny or if we were having a serious conversation about something that might happen in the future. We were always willing to talk. The four of us made up a new friend group we called ourselves The Weirdness Group because we were the weirdest people ever.

Because of our weirdness group I started to become less shy. After hunter came into my life I began figuring out how to talk to people. I soon was able to talk to anyone over text but it took a bit longer to talk to people in person. Sometimes just to face my fear I started answering questions when a teacher asked one. When we were forced to work in groups without being able to choose who was in the group I actually helped and talked to the other people. When some random person comes up and talks to me I answer back yeah it might take me a second sometimes because I don't always know what to say but I almost always say some back to them now. I hope it continues to be like this for a long time into the future.

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