School Life

The classroom was noisy as usual .Friends rushed inside ,laughing , talking and teasing She walked into the classroom she sat in her sit .School was fun -she smiled a lot ,but somehow ,she still feel lonely.

"For her school was always a mix of laughter and loneliness for her ".'sometimes she joined them ,sometimes she just smiled quietly".

She wasn't top students ,but she always worked hard . Her name come among the top ten .Teachers liked her name often came among the and honesty .Some of her classmates admired her but , a few felt jealous .She didn't care much about that -she only wanted real friends who cared for her or respect her.

During lunch breaks ,she loved sitting with her small group ,sharing snacks ,talking about homework ,or laughing at silly jokes . At her school and classroom ,she wasn't the loudest one but she wasn't quite either. Around her friends she joked ,laugh and joined in the fun . Her smile could light up the group , and her friends loved having her around . yet , some times ,when everyone else busy talking ,she went silent -lost in her own thought.

She was an ambivert; cheerful outside, but calm and observant inside .People thought she was always happy but deep down .she often felt misunderstood .She cared deeply ,notice small things and sometimes felt emotions that no one else seemed  to see.

Days kept passing like that - some filled with laughter ,some with silence .Every morning felt the same .After school a long da at school she came to home she sat by her study table ,her books still open but her mind far away  -laugh ,talks and hidden feeling -she always came back to this quite moment .It was the only time she could truly breath .

She opened her diary ,the pages filled with small secrets and half -finished thoughts. Completing all thought she closed her diary and realized  her thought ."The world saw her as cheerful ,bright and strong .But only she knew the quite battles she fought inside - weren't because of the people around her .

The world she lived in felt different from the one in her heart .She was soft and pure ,but the people around her were not .

The friends she once trusted they bad bitched other sides .They laughed with her during the day , but spoke badly behind her back when she wasn't around .No one ever gave her same effort she gave them.

 All she wanted was someone who would truly care -someone who would stay when things got hard .But on one seemed to understand her feeling she often felt invisible even when she surrounded by people.

She hated fake smiles and fake smiles and fake heart yet she didn't realize at first that many around her were exactly that - fake .It hurt when she finally understood , but she stayed quite , hiding her pain behind a calm face .She used to  blame her so many time (she is the one who got through make problems- this her real weakness of her she compare with others).

People often compared her with her own friends .They would say things without thinking -comments about her looks ,her way of taking and how she dressed .Some people even laugh behind her back , turning her small difference into jokes. At first ,she tried to ignore it .She told herself not to care ,to stay strong .But no mater how hard she tried ,those words stayed somewhere deep inside her heart .She acted like she it didn't hurt ,but somewhere or sometimes late at night it did .

she began to feel like she didn't belong anywhere -as if she was unwanted ,even among people who call her a friend .Still, she never stopped being kind .She never change her pure heart to match the cruelty around her .she simply stayed quiet holding her pain like a secret and kept hoping that someday ,someone would see her for who she really was-not for how she looked ,but for the person she was inside.

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