MASSAGE /

we started chatting ..........

I asked her for her mobile number. She gave me her number. Now we started texting on phone. I tried calling her on phone but she didn't respond positively. I didn't want to ruin this relation so kept this conversation in text message only. It's been a year, I wanted to tell her that I love her. I was confident to tell her about my feelings. I was looking for some good opportunity. In the third year of engineering, I got the job offer from Cognizant. I thought this is the right time to share my feelings. By spending one week, I wrote one poem to propose her. I had decided that I will propose her on the weekend so that I have an entire day to handle this situation. On Sunday morning I sent her that poem. My heartbeat was increasing to see her reply. I was getting feeling like she will accept my proposal or in the worst case, she will ask me for some more time. And after 1 hour I got a reply from her. The reply was shocking to me. She was very angry with me. She replied that she never expected this from me. She directly said no to me. She has scolded me like anything. I cried that day. I did not expect this reply from her. She said that she will block my number. She blocks me on Orkut and Asked me to never try to contact her again. I was like the dead person at that time. I loved her from bottom of my heart and now She hates me more than anyone else in this world. I was very upset for around a week. I tried reaching her out but she had blocked me from all communication medium. I was feeling like nothing left in my life. I did not tell anyone about this situation. After a month I realised that I should move on. I watch some videos about how to overcome this kind of situation. I decided to remove her from my life and move on. I started to live normally and concentrate on my studies.

she said not to me

After 2 to 3 months I started realising that I am not able to take Anjali out of my mind. I tried flirting on other girls but I was not able to see any other girls more beautiful than Anjali. Now I was got a strong feeling that I can't love any other girl. Anjali is my life and she is the only girl to whom I can love from the bottom of my heart. I think practically and realised that this is normal for Anjali to reject my proposal. Anjali is too beautiful. She is best girls the world and her expectation would be like I should get the best guy in the world. On the other hand, I was a guy with below average. I was not handsome. I was not the bodybuilder. It's practically not possible for Anjali to accept my proposal. Then I realised that I should stand out from the other Guys. I should be the one to whom she finds more interesting than other guys. I decided to give another try for Anjali. From that day onward I started concentrating on my body and fitness. I am regularly doing gym from that day till now. In between all these days, my best days in the entire calendar year was about to come. The day to which I can't forget in my life. Its Anjali's birthday. 10th January is her birthday and every year after 2010 I wishes her exactly at 12:01 AM. This time I did not have her mobile number or Facebook ID to wish her birthday. Fortunately, I had her email address. I wrote one poem to express my love and my wish for God for her happiness. It took me 2 weeks to write that poem. I created a new email address to send her birthday email because I was afraid that She would have blocked me on Gmail also. I sent her birthday wish exactly at 12:01 AM. I am doing this from last 8 years. I never miss sending her birthday wish email. Every year I write a new poem for her. I am not sure if she reads these email or not. But I am not really worried about this as true love does not expect anything in return.

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