My Heart Hurts (Part 1)

1 cap 1༺𖠳 Xiè Rú’ēn 𖠳༻ 

2 The Perfect Courtesan 

3 The Girls of the Grandest House in the District 

4 The Worth of a Girl 

5 The Hands of a Servant 

6 The Fragile Line Between Submission and Rebellion 

7 The Presence of the Māmā 

8 Blue Eyes 

9 Crying in Silence 

10 Crying Is for One Person? 

11 Hate Without Fear — I Already Hated Myself First 

12 My Heart Hurts (Part 1) 

13 My Heart Hurts(2) 

14 Who Is Lán ######?? 

15 Memory 

16 Flower of Youth 

17 Chapter 17 — She Only Accepted 

18 Chéng Jiàn (成建) 

19 Chapter 19 – “With a Sweetness as Soft as Honey” (Part II) 

20 Zhèn Wén (震文)“A Man with Dark Eyes” 

21 One Night with Wén 

22 Zhào Jùn Lí (whose smile could move mountains) 

23 Chapter 23 — Zhào Jùn Lí 