Lost in Him

I never thought a person could be so alive in my mind that even when he isn't near, he feels like the center of my universe. And he is. Every thought, every heartbeat, every silence in my day bends toward him. I've tried to distract myself, to live my own life but he lingers in every corner of my mind, a quiet storm I cannot escape.

He's not just kind, he's infinite in kindness. He doesn't just help, he heals. Not with grand gestures but in the small ways, in the way he notices when someone is barely holding themselves together, in the calm assurance of his presence. That calm… it's addictive. I crave it like oxygen, like warmth, like hope.

He's playful, mischievous, composed, organized and endlessly patient. He notices everything yet never boasts. He solves problems without demanding attention and when he smiles faintly, it feels like light breaking through darkness.

I don't know if I'll ever get over him. I don't even want to. Loving him has become a part of me, an ache and a warmth I carry wherever I go. He's my calm, my chaos, my impossible dream.

I'm not lonely. Just lost in him.

My Love. My Krishna.

𝑰 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒀𝒐𝒖

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