June 15, 2025
Dear Diary,
Long distance, they say, is practice for patience. I think that’s true and also a lie, because distance makes patience a quiet battle you keep fighting alone. When Aarav and I started speaking every day, I felt less alone. His good morning texts became an anchor. He had a strange way of making silence companionable: we would be on call, sometimes for hours, not talking much, just being. He called me “meri favorite problem” when I overthought and used that nickname to press a smile into me on bad days.
We made little plans that were all promises wrapped in hypothetical adjectives: someday, when we meet, when time lets us. He would tell me about the corner cafe near his university and how he’d bring me a book he loved. I would tell him about the rooftop in my building and the lemon tree my neighbor grows. We painted a life in fragments — small, domestic details that felt like scaffolding for a future neither of us could yet touch.
June 21, 2025
We spoke about religion once, properly. I remember being careful with words because labels can become landmines. “Are you sure you want to do this?” my aunt had whispered once when I mentioned him to her, and a splinter of that caution lived in me. But Aarav wasn’t trying to erase differences. He simply said, “If we build something true, we’ll figure out how to let the important people in.” There was courage in that sentence. It wasn’t arrogance; it was a quiet determination that felt like a hand steadying mine when I thought of the hurdles.
July 4, 2025
Fireworks drenched the city tonight but they were nothing compared to the fireworks in my heart when he said, “One day, I’ll hold you and it’ll be the easiest thing in the world.” I know how naive that sounds — to trust a voice from a phone with your future — but hope is stubborn. We messaged and called into the small hours, exchanged playlists, sent selfies with funny faces, and built our little rituals: a call every night at 11, a Sunday video watch of the same movie from separate rooms, a promise that if one of us couldn’t sleep we would at least send a voice note so the other could hear us breathe.
Distance is weird: it can be a shield — we lived inside it like it was safety — but it also means you can craft your version of someone. That’s both its magic and its danger. I knew less about stubborn habits and the little lies people hide beneath kindness. I knew only what he chose to show: patience, tenderness, the way he made routine feel cinematic. I told myself that if love could be this gentle at a distance, it could be anything once we met.
So we kept building. With each text, each voice note, each promise, the scaffolding grew. They were fragile pieces of art made of ordinary words, and I believed in them hard enough to sleep with his last goodnight still warm on my screen.
— A.
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