Mirror is also afraid of me

Log mejhse hain hai...

But I could not look at myself.

I am making fun of someone every day.

Full stop of one story every day.

When everything becomes quiet

But there is one thing that bothers me...

Aaina.

He has come in front of me

to show me that

Whose heart has been a living wound for a long time.

No light in the eyes.

No humanity on my face.

That face looks at me

And without moving, without speaking, he gave it to me.

As I am,

And I was never his lover.

Sometimes that face asks me a question:

Whose revenge are you taking, A?

What really hurt you so much?

I didn’t just give it to you

That’s why you have stopped demanding from the world?

I have my hand on my face,

and he goes away

But the face still does not appear.

He has returned after breaking the glass.

My pain screams in every reflection.

One night there was too much silence.

I had come to take someone else’s life.

The blood had not yet dried from the hand.

There was no smell of cotton.

My insanity had vanished from my eyes.

One little girl woke up, the world remained silent.

There was a big person inside.

I went and ate in front of him.

I saw myself

and the first time

The tears in my eyes.

But those tears were not for anyone.

Na for us girl

no for Rachel

not for Zara.

He just took it for me.

Because I started feeling sorry for myself.

I realized that I have already eaten the main thing.

Bas remained alive hoon.

Tab samjha...

Main killer a hoon.

No name. No recognition.

Just one day’s sleep

Who is still running away from herself.

And till then these days continue —

I am going to break everyone’s body.

I will keep hiding every truth.

Every pain will remain written in another blood.

After that day I started looking at myself.

Not in my eyes.

No in my heart.

I am visible only to people

But for myself...

I have already disappeared.

Aina also shows me my feelings

because main wo sach hoon

Every person gets shocked after seeing it.

Killer A

🔻 “I still love you, but now I want to watch you suffer.”

🔻 “If I can’t have you, nobody will.”

🔻 “I smile when you break, because you smiled when I did.”

🖤 “I loved you so purely that I forgot to love myself, I trusted you so blindly that I didn’t notice you were cutting my wings while pretending to help me fly — and now when I finally learned to walk away, you suddenly want me back, but the truth is… the version of me that would have died for you doesn’t exist anymore; you buried him yourself, and what’s left now is someone who remembers everything, forgives nothing, and feels absolutely nothing for the one who once meant everything.”

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