Prologue 3

I met her when I was blinded with grief

I met her when I was searching for a soul I can lean on

I met her when everything went blind

I met her when nothing made sense

I met her when my wrath nearly consumed me

I met her when I was poisoned by my mind

I met her when my rage destroyed the rays

I met her when I felt like the world was sinking

I met her when my mind was slipping through my fingers

I met her when i feared I would find my monsters underneath my bed

I met her when chaos walked into my life

I met her when I was lingering around my grave

And all it took was just meeting her....

Never will I ever find the right words

Pouring from my mouth, to express the desire of my heart

Oh did you hear? It was nothing clear

So better read my eyes before there's only white

I torment my brain to forget the pain

The memories spent with you

But how can I do when someone drew stars around my scars?

- Rosélia

I Wish the world were ending tomorrow. Then I could take the next train, arrive at your doorstep in Vienna, and say: “Come with me, Milena. We are going to love each other without scruples or fear or restraint. Because the world is ending tomorrow.” Perhaps we don’t love unreasonably because we think we have time, or have to reckon with time. But what if we don't have time? Or what if time, as we know it, is irrelevant? Ah, if only the world were ending tomorrow. We could help each other very much.

Golden brown, texture like sun

Lays me down, with my mind she runs

Throughout the night

No need to fight

Never a frown with golden brown

Every time just like the last

On her ship tied to the mast

To distant lands

Takes both my hands

Never a frown with golden brown

Golden brown, finer temptress

Through the ages she's heading west

From far away

Stays for a day

Never a frown with golden brown

Never a frown (never a frown)

(Never a frown) with golden brown (with golden brown)

(With golden brown) never a frown (never a frown)

(Never a frown) with golden brown (with golden brown)

(With golden brown) never a frown (never a frown)

(Never a frown) with golden brown (with golden brown)

(With golden brown) never a frown (never a frown)

(Never a frown) with golden brown (with golden brown)

I'm on the run with you, my sweet love

There's nothing wrong contemplating God

Under the chemtrails over the country club

Wearing our jewels in the swimming pool

Me and my sister just playing it cool

Under the chemtrails over the country club

Take out your turquoise and all of your jewels

Go to the market, the kids' swimming pools

Baby, what's your sign?

My moon's in Leo, my Cancer is sun

You won't play, you're no fun

Well, I don't care what they think

Drag racing my little red sports car

I'm not unhinged or unhappy, I'm just wild

I'm on the run with you, my sweet love

There's nothing wrong contemplating God

Under the chemtrails over the country club

Wearing our jewels in the swimming pool

Me and my sister just playing it cool

Under the chemtrails over the country club

Meet you for coffee at the elementary schools

We laugh about nothing as the summer gets cool

It's beautiful how this deep normality settles down over me

I'm not bored or unhappy, I'm still so strange and wild

You're in the wind, I'm in the water

Nobody's son, nobody's daughter

Watching the chemtrails over the country club

Suburbia, The Brentwood Market

What to do next? Maybe we'll love it

White picket chemtrails over the country club

My love, my love

Washing my hair, doing the laundry

Late-night TV, I want you only

Like when we were kids under chemtrails and country clubs

It's never too late, baby, so don't give up

It's never too late, baby, so don't give up

Under the chemtrails over the country club, yeah (you're born in December and I'm born in June)

You're born in December and I'm born in June (under the chemtrails over the country club, yeah)

My Cancer is sun and my Leo is moon

My Cancer is sun and my Leo is moon

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