whats wrong with me (⁠*⁠_⁠*⁠)

I tried to sleep so that I can get out of this dream, but my mind always distracts because of my anxiety. I couldn’t bring myself to sleep knowing that in an instant I can get in any kind of situation. I don’t know how much time has passed. I am thirsty. My stomach grumps from hunger. it’s painful now but I can’t do anything for that. unable to move I feel terrified. I don’t know where I am but I am starting to get annoyed by this darkness.

It’s been weeks or maybe more, I am not sure. Not a single ray of light can be seen.

Exhausted from my pity self. my body feels weak. I fall for the darkness.

“I was in my sleep when I heard some voices again. This time is clear. They are not so far from me but of course because of darkness I couldn't see them. I think they are the same people whose vogue voice I heard last time. They are maybe two people."

Hmmm they are talking now. i alert my all senses, except my vision of course.

Female: no please don’t go. otherwise i will tell our mother. You can't do this to me, please Denie.

Male: Just shut up. How many times I have to tell you that I don’t love you. Go. Go and tell my mother, i don't care. I never think of you that way. And you better not interfere in my life. Not that in your brain.

“So, there are two people, but it seems like they are fighting. Can’t they see me? Or I am the only lucky person who has been granted this darkness!”

Female: but I do love you. I am your wife. you just can’t ignore me and bring another person in our room, on our bed. Deniel this is our house.

"Oh, Seems like they are a couple and her husband is a playboy. Girl, you should leave him and find yourself another suitable man.”

Male: Just shut up already. I don't love you so don’t give me this shit. And I will bring any woman I want in MY ROOM. IN MY BED. This room is mine. MINE ONLY. Don’t you dare think of me that way. I will never accept you as my wife so dream on. It disgusts me. You disgust me.

He shouted.

female: Deniel, please listen to me. will you? please honey listen don’t go.

Male: just get the hell out of my way. Don’t you dare try to touch me just go away.

“Husband-wife stupid fight. uhh. But why are they fighting here can’t they see that i am sleeping here??” I thought. Their voices kept increasing. But then,

Female: Deneil wait, listen…AAHAAAAAAAAAAAA

Male: IVANKA……………………….

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“Ugghhhh” my head hurts it makes me wince in pain.

I blink several times when my eyes open. The first thing that came to my mind was,

Is this another dream? Am I still dreaming?

But the pain in my head makes me realize that, NO this is not a dream.

Finally, I am somewhere bright. I am for real out of that dark place. I felt so relieved. I can breathe without worries now.

that darkness feels like a dream now. I am getting more sobber. My vision is clear. I can see the ceiling clearly. My surroundings felt unfamiliar. It's not my apartment’s ceiling. I look around It seems like I am in a hospital room.

“Who took me here?” I thought.

I can see things bright and clear now, thank god.

The brightness that comes from the window. The grey rays that indicate, that it's early evening. this satisfying summer breeze smell. All of this feels so surreal.

And then, My stomach grumped because of hunger.

“ahhhhh I am hungry” as these words came out of my mouth, I was shocked.

“My voice, what happened with it?”

“Why does my voice sound like a woman’s voice?”

I raise my right hand toward my mouth. But my hand stopped mid way when i saw my hand. I was scared to see my pale thin slender hand.

“Why? What’s happening here?”

I get up from the patient’s bed. My body felt so light. I walk toward the door that has a board hanging indicating the bathroom. I walk in and look at myself in the mirror. When my eyes landed in the mirror, the only thing that came into my mind was.

"What the fuck"

"INEXPLICABLE."

"Unbeleible"

My face was no longer my but a woman’s.

My body is thin not like before with a broad chest, tall height with abs that i gain after years of workout and dieting. instead now shorter, thinner petty waist. And my chest is all like a woman’s body. but why?

“What happened to me and my body?”

“Did some psychopath people take me to do their crazy experiments on me?"

I wave my hand to see my reflection in the mirror to confirm again.

I closely looked at my current appearance. Everything, every feature was so famine.

I walk out of the bathroom look around and walk toward the door to exit. When I opened the door and stepped out I saw a board mention a woman's name.

"Ivanka Deniel Anderson" I murmured, just as a whisper.

I recall the last thing I heard before opening my eyes.

A man screaming out loud that name.

"IVANKA"

"where the hell am I?"

I looked around, there was not a single person who could be seen and i thought.

"This is my chance to escape. I walk out shut the door lock and start walking in the lobby toward the lift."

"ugh this smell, i hate the hospital's smell" i whisper. And after hearing my own new voice i got irritated.

Hospitals smell like a distinct mix of strong antiseptics, disinfectants and artificial fragrances from soaps, combined with medicinal odors making me nauseous.

Luckily there was no one in my way I walked into the lift and pressed the button for the first floor.

But as I caught the display shows the current floor my eyes wide opened as well my mouth.

i was on the top floor in the VVIP section.

"What the hell. This room must be expensive i better walk myself out I don't have money to give them"

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