Chapter: Quiet

Eliza Grey learned early that noise invited punishment.

The city of Valemere did not like loud things unless they were useful. Horses could be loud. Factory whistles could scream. Men could shout in taverns until their voices broke against the walls and spilled into the street. But children crying, women complaining, hunger making itself known—those sounds were considered vulgar. Indecent. Best corrected quickly.

So Eliza learned to be quiet.

She learned it the way other children learned to walk: slowly, through repetition and pain, by falling often enough that eventually she stopped trying. Silence became something she wore, like a second skin, thin but necessary.

Their house sat at the far end of a narrow street near the river, where the fog crept in low and damp and never quite left. The bricks were darkened by years of soot and rain, their mortar crumbling in places like old teeth. Inside, the air always smelled faintly of mildew and boiled cabbage, no matter how often the windows were opened.

The rooms were small. There were only two: a narrow kitchen that served as living space, and a bedroom scarcely large enough for the bed that filled it. The floorboards creaked underfoot, and Eliza learned where to step to avoid the worst of the noise. Even the house, she thought sometimes, demanded careful movement.

She rose before dawn each morning.

The cold was always worst then, before the day remembered to exist. Eliza dressed quietly, pulling on the same thin dress she wore every day, the fabric worn soft from use but frayed at the cuffs and collar. It had once been blue. Now it was the color of dishwater. Over it she wore a shawl that had belonged to her mother long before Eliza was born, its edges unraveling no matter how often they were mended.

Her boots were too large, the leather cracked and stiff. She stuffed rags into the toes to keep them from slipping, though they did little to keep out the cold. By the time she finished dressing, her fingers were already numb.

She would pause then, standing very still, listening.

If her mother was awake, the day would begin differently.

Most mornings, Miriam Grey was already sitting at the small table by the window, sewing. She held herself straight-backed, her dark hair pulled tight and pinned away from her face. Even in the low light, Eliza could see the lines that cut from her nose to her mouth, deepened by years of disappointment. Her hands moved with precision, the needle flashing briefly before disappearing into cloth.

Pierce. Pull. Pierce. Pull.

Miriam did not look up.

“Eliza,” she would say, her voice clipped, already tired. “Put the kettle on.”

Eliza would obey, careful not to let the kettle clang against the stove. The fire was weak most mornings, fed sparingly. Coal was expensive. Everything was expensive. She waited while the water warmed, rubbing her hands together for warmth, watching her breath fog the air.

“Have you been out begging again?” Miriam asked, not looking up from her work.

Eliza hesitated. "Yes, Mother."

"Did you get anything?" Miriam's voice was flat, as if the answer didn't matter. She had already assumed the worst.

"Some," Eliza replied quietly, pulling a worn rag from the kitchen table to wipe her hands. "A penny, maybe two."

Miriam grunted in acknowledgment. "That’ll have to do." She was already absorbed in her mending again, and Eliza could feel the weight of the silence pressing on her, heavier than anything her mother said.

"Rosalind’s still asleep," Eliza added softly, more to break the quiet than because it was important.

Miriam gave a small, tired smile at that. "Let her sleep. She’s got work to find today, or she’ll be no good to anyone."

Eliza nodded, though the word work had always hung in the air like a blade. She was aware, as she always was, that work was something that Rosalind was supposed to find, not her. Eliza had her place in the house—quiet, unnoticed, a shadow to do the scut work.

She poured the water into two cups. "Should I wake her?" she asked.

Miriam sighed. "No, let her rest. She needs it more than you, it seems."

The sting of the words landed, but Eliza didn’t react. She never did. She set the cups on the table, one for her mother and one for herself, and sat across from her.

Just as she settled, Rosalind's voice cut through the quiet.

“Is it time already?” Rosalind’s tone was sharp, a complaint wrapped in exhaustion.

"You're awake late today," Miriam commented as Rosalind slid out from beneath the bedcovers, her pale skin flushed from sleep.

"Couldn’t sleep," Rosalind muttered, pulling on her worn coat with a flick of annoyance. "Didn’t realize the world revolved around your sewing, Mother."

Miriam’s needle paused for a moment, then continued its rhythmic stabbing into fabric. "You would do well to mind your tongue, Rosalind. Work isn’t going to come to you by itself."

“Work,” Rosalind repeated with a bitter laugh, pacing around the room to find her shoes. “You think it’s that simple?”

“It is,” Miriam said flatly. "If you stop complaining and do what needs to be done."

Rosalind shot a glance at Eliza, as if suddenly remembering she was there. "Well, someone’s got to do it. Might as well be me."

"There's nothing stopping you from trying," Miriam muttered, her hands still working methodically, not looking up.

"Trying," Rosalind echoed, then shoved her foot into a boot a little too roughly. "You mean begging on street corners for scraps. What a life."

"You'd rather starve?"

"Better than waiting for miracles to fall from the sky, wouldn't you say?"

Miriam set her work down at last, her face becoming sharper, colder. "It's better than begging for mercy."

Rosalind scoffed, an expression of pure distaste flashing over her features. "Mercy. That's rich, coming from you."

Eliza stayed still, her hands clenched in her lap, her heart already aching from the familiar discord. The tension between them felt like the thread of a bow, always pulled taut, always ready to snap.

But Miriam said nothing more. She returned to her mending, her silence louder than anything she could have said.

“Do you think it will be different?” Rosalind's voice, suddenly soft, cut through the silence. Eliza looked up, surprised. Rosalind wasn’t asking for her opinion. She was speaking to Miriam.

“Do you think it will change?” Rosalind pressed. “Do you think we will ever be anything more than this?”

Miriam did not stop stitching, her hands steady. "If you’re lucky, you’ll find a husband with enough to take care of you," she said in a voice that might have been bitter if it hadn't been so hollow. "If you're unlucky... you'll die in the gutter like your father."

Rosalind flinched, but she didn’t respond. There was no point in arguing with Miriam. There never was.

Eliza felt her throat tighten. She couldn’t breathe around the tension. The very air felt heavy with all the things they never said aloud. The things she could never say, either.

“I’ll be gone soon,” Rosalind muttered under her breath, more to herself than anyone else. “I won’t be stuck here forever.”

Eliza watched her sister put on her coat, eyes filled with the usual bitterness. Rosalind always spoke of escape, but it never came.

"Maybe you'll escape," Miriam said flatly. "But if you don’t work, you’ll starve just like the rest of them.”

Rosalind left without another word, slamming the door behind her.

Eliza sat there in silence for a moment before Miriam’s sharp voice broke through again.

“Don’t just sit there, Eliza. There’s work to do.”

Eliza nodded quickly, as always, and went to fetch the rag from the corner, prepared to sweep up what crumbs is left

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