Sorrow and Cries:

Seyah Pov:

I went to my room and locked the door.

Oh dad, why? why did you went to date this woman behind my mom's back? why? Why did you gave all your properties to her? why did you die mom ? I will like to run away from this house but I don't know anywhere to go.I don't have any family except my parents and my late grandma who died before my parents died. it is said that my grandma don't have any family. Her mother left her infront of an orphanage. So my grandma suffered a lot till she met my late grandfather who died earlier because of a heart attack. it was also said by my mom that when my late grandfather met my grandma,his family hated my grandma so my grandfather cut any contract of his family and move to a far away country with my grandma. My father too don't have any family. my father told me his family died due to an accident when they were going on a vacation. he was the only one who didn't died. my grandma took him to their house and my mom and dad fall in love. this made my grandma and grandpa decided to let them get married. they got married and my grandparents transfer their inheritance to my dad, later my grandfather died. So I don't have any family. I think I should let it be. If my step mom insist that I should give her my payment,I will give it to her else she will kill me in this house. no matter what, if she give me small amount of money I will make a savings so that I can get enough money to run out from this hell. I think it's late, I should take a bath and sleep. I stand up and head to the bathroom to brush my teeth and bath after that, I get out and wear my blue pajamas. It was for my grandma.I picked it from my grandma's wardrobe. my room that I was staying in when I was young was giving to Hedy and my step mother too have taken my parents room. my step mother haven't bought me any clothes and anytime I try to tell her to by me clothes, she will beat me nearly to death and cursing me that I will not have a better life. I will die like my parents and my grandparents and will be no body. she will sometimes curse me that I will be their servant till I die so I decided not to ask her or tell her to buy me clothes anymore.I will pick my grandma's old clothes and wear. And besides my grandma haven't wear some of the clothes in her wardrobe. Am hungry, I think I should go and eat. 6:00pm has already passed. I thought and walk out of my room and walk down stairs. I walk to the kitchen."What are you doing here?"I heard some one asked. I turn my self just to realize it's Hedy." Madam am hungry and 6:00pm has already passed."I said my head bowed. "you have to get a punishment, you have to ask me first to give you the permission to eat."She said walking close to me. "Ummm.... madam am sorry, I forget. am very hungry." I said. " So if I didn't came here early you were going to eat all the food in the kitchen huh?" she said as she walked close to me."N...o madam."I said panicked not knowing what she will do to me. "Now come, let me give you food but you have a punishment."She said. I heaved a heavy sign. Oh thank you Lord. She poured me a small amount of cereal and mixed it with water. come and take it."she said. I rushed quickly to take it. I am hungry no matter what, that the food is not nice. I think I should eat it like that.