Understanding the Pain

1 Author's Note 

2 Decisions 

3 Some Time Later 

4 Alarm 

5 Results 

6 Settling the Nerves 

7 A Ruined Birthday 

8 A Serious Conversation 

9 Controlling the Feelings 

10 A Date? 

11 Getting to Know Each Other 

12 An Unfortunate Piece of News 

13 Counting the Days 

14 The Perfect Meeting 

15 Doing the Math 

16 The Night We'd Been Waiting For 

17 I Hate You 

18 Panic 

19 Trying to Understand 

20 The Therapist 

21 Confrontation 

22 Rash Decisions 

23 Impact 

24 Moving Forward with Caution 

25 Laying Feelings Bare 

26 Unmasking, Part 1 

27 Removing Masks Part 2 

28 Getting to Know Each Other Part 1 

29 Getting to Know Each Other Part 2 

30 A Night Out 

31 Jealousy 

32 The Meaning of Flowers 

33 Understanding the Pain 

34 Ready to Travel 

35 Paris 

36 Family, Part 1 

37 Family, Part 2 

38 Runways 

39 Explanations 

40 Friendship? 

41 Past, Present, and Future 

42 Trouble, Part 1 

43 Trouble, Part 2 

44 Striking Back 

45 Holidays and a Surprise 

46 February 14th 

47 Mystery 

48 Surprise 

49 Shopping 

50 The Attack 

51 Critical Hours — Part 1 

52 Critical Hours — Part 2 

53 The Visit 

54 Pain 

55 Coming Home 

56 One Day at a Time 

57 The Trial 

58 Rosa / Elisa 

59 To Forgive Is Not to Forget 

60 Emma 

61 Epilogue 