EPISODE 2 -REALITY

I want to die...

I'm... I'm sorry, but could I get a bit more food? Even stale bread is alright. The young boy asked one of his elders. His striking white hair danced in the cold wind, he had only light clothing on, he must've been cold.

How dare a nobody like you ask me, such a high person, about some food?! The elder man spoke with disdain. His eyes reflected anger and resentment. You won't get any more food! What was given to you should've been enough for a kid like you! We're not spending on you any more than that. He looked away, left the child starving.

Different day.

Look who it is, if it's not the orphan. The children laughed at the white haired boy. He came for another scolding. The children were young, but their actions were the same as their parents'.

Let go of me! No, that's mine! Let go! They took his only toy, a plushie wolf. It was left with him in the basket they found with him. Now, the other children took it and stomped on it, tore it apart.

How mean some can be. Even small children.

The others held the little boy by hands, not letting him go to his toy.

Please!!! He cried out.

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"Aghh!" I woke up with a scream. It was the same dream again.

"Why do I always dream about the past?" The past hunted me. It was always with me, in the darkest corners of my heart and head. It was painful for me.

"I want to have some good sleep...At least once."I looked up at the ceiling. It was cold, I could hear the wind outside. Windy. The rain fell onto the windows, making pounding sounds.

"I feel lonely..." I got up from the bed, I don't want to. The weather was foggy and rainy. I wanted to stay at home, I wanted to not see them all. But I had to. I had to go through the embarrassment again, through the pain. My legs almost gave out from the fear, from the nightmare from my dream and the upcoming one.

I put on my best clothes and went to the other room to eat breakfast. It was nothing grand, just some bread with a cheap marmalade. I could somehow afford it. I usually eat only bread, today was like a feast to me.

"I need to leave some for my lunch and dinner, too." I ate the same meal every day. Breakfast, lunch and dinner, it was all the same.

I jam on the bread. I took a small bite, it was sweet, a strawberry taste left in my mouth. Well, at least I thought it was a strawberry taste, I've never had strawberries in my life.

"Look at the time! I need to go."

I attended the school here, it was a large building with lots of people. The teachers ignored me, they gave me grades like to other students, but they never asked me anything, never spoke to me, nothing. They never even said anything to the other students bullying me. Whatever. I was used to it.

The students usually ignored me too, but then there was the alpha's second son, he liked to torment me. He always found a reason why he would do so. I hate him. I hate him so much. He has a group of friends with whom he beats me and slanders me. He keeps talking trash about me, but my reputation hit rock bottom, already. So, I don't care at all, about what they say.

I am too tired to mind every single thing. I am too tired to continue living like I matter.

It's all too tiring.

I want to die...again.

TO BE CONTINUED....

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