Ready to die

At this point I don’t know what to do anymore I called the police but what then I mean what if they don’t make it in time what if I die before they come and worst of all what if they never fined me like I mean come on with the thic snow how . With my eyes still closed I can still hear all of the sounds around me . The smallest sounds have become the loudest it sounds like a siren ringing in my ears but different . I just want it to stop I want to go back in time and just get in another bus or worn the bus driver just anything really . I’m just lying there half dead waiting and surching for the sirens . I don’t know how long it’s been but I can fineally hear the sirens getting closer and closer. Know I can survive know I can live I said to myself in my head . Still with my eyes closed I can hear people talking around me at first I couldn’t make up what they where talking about but after trying to focus on what they’re saying I can understand some thing like “ come on hold on where almost there “or like “ where loosing her “ I was confused who where they talking about and what’s happening. That’s whene I was finally able to open my eyes . The light was so bright I thought that I was entering heaven for a sec . But then I heard a woman’s saying “ she’s awake . I felt so happy and comforted by the woman’s voice as if it was my mother . Then they told me that I am safe know and stated to ask me some questions like ,what’s your name , or , who are you parents, and where do you live , you know just simple question to get my information. As they where taking me to a room I was still in so much pain and I also realize that the pole was still in me I mean what was I expecteing I was in an unbelievable amount of pain . Everything was soo blurry my eyelids felt so heavy but the nurse kept on telling me to not go to sleep I can hear blood dripping and hitting the floor. And the next thing I know the pole slid down and there I go I’m right in front deaths gate . Just the amount of pain I was in and the amount of blood dripping down. What know I mean like why me and then my eyes shut without my control. I don’t know what happened after that but I kept on hearing my moms voice I thought to my self maybe I’m just hearing things . But then for some reason I just wanted to open my eyes I wanted to see my moms beautiful face I want go to the park with my siblings I want to watch a movie with my family it was all that I wanted to do and so I got all the courage I have and was able to wake up . “MOM” I screamed that I was the first thing I was able to say for at least the past 24 hours . Then the person hugged me soo tightly at first I was confused but the I could tell who it was bye the smell . It was my mom I ended up crying with her too even when it was already painful enough to breath .

I felt so happy I felt so cunforted . Know I now that the only goal I have is to make my parents and siblings happy and to survive

-THE END OF THE FIRST INCIDENT-

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