I'm Not Ready

After reassuring me he pulled down my panties and me spread my legs I covered my mouth with both hands from embarrassment he then started licking and sucking my pussy I've never felt like this in my life his tongue was soft and warm on my pussy I moaned uncontrollably has I searched for something to hold to stop me from falling apart I was moving so much he had to adjust and spread my legs couple of times I bit my lower lip in pleasure he then pushed a finger inside me I covered my mouth to stop myself from moaning loud he pulled my hands from my mouth and said *it's ok you can scream* he continued eating my pussy after a while he stood up took off his trousers and boxer leaving him naked I almost covered my eyes after seeing him naked he climbed the bed hovering above me wanting to push his length inside me but I stopped him i sat up he looked at me confused asking what was wrong i shook my head searching for the words finally the words came out of my mouth *I'm not ready* I said he took a deep breath lay beside me and asked why I didn't want him. I was freaking out , but I knew it was now or never *I'm too young for this* I said looking down not daring to look at his face after what felt like ages I finally looked up Staring at him he looked so confused but I didn't wait for his reply I got down from the bed already dressing up he also got down to dress up *I gave you all the satisfaction I didn't get any is not Fair* he said trying to light up the mood the word's shot me like an arrow in the heart i dressed up quickly he was already done we both went to the living room and sat on the couch he brought out his gaming console and started playing not saying a word and without a glance at me . I sat there in the awkward silence (should I leave? No it might create a misunderstanding or distance between us) I said in my head my heart racing so fast I had to take a deep breath I turned my head and stared at him my eyes became watery I looked down and started playing with my fingers my vision becoming blurry slowly. I noticed him starting at him I looked up he already paused the game my heart hammered against my chest has we made eye contact *are you okay?* he asked *I thought you were angry* I said he dropped the console and held my hands he chuckled *angry? I'm not angry* he said staring at me I was relieved but I still felt sad and a tear was about to drop I tried wiping my eyes but he didn't let go of my hands (I don't want him to see me cry) i said in my head he finally let go and i was abel to wipe my tears *are we good now? I'm not angry really* he said I nod my head *yes* I answered. He brought out two chips from the drawer handed me one *thank you* I said he was about to continue playing then I blurted out *I'm seventeen this year*

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