aesthetic / warning

𝐉𝐞𝐨𝐧 𝐉𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐠𝐮𝐤

28 years old

"let them blame me, father, cause you have done nothing wrong. in my eyes, you are the purest, like those white swans, bold and beautiful."

jeon jeongguk, he was nowhere near sympathy, a neglected piece of taint. a face once forgotten, another blend of the ruins. he was a modest dirt, keen and wild, a monster in disguise, a humour rusty and brisk.

𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐠

38 years old

"careful, you don't get to flatter me jeon, i have sinned. and this, this is a mere punishment, for all my desires, for all my fancies. i am a tangle, jeon. a tangle none dared to unfurl."

kim taehyung, the sweetest sin, a harp with faint strings. he was a believer. a disciple of god. a feast for their ferals. his senses were tamed. a knot draped in faith. yes, he was a puppet, a scapegoat, a slaughter of their deeper sins.

"claim me, claim me as yours, father. for i am filth, the wealthiest of all the mud-blooded""you are unwell, jeon. i don't desire. i promised. i am grave, graver than your sins."

"then i will worship you. till my sins engrave a deeper wound. till my sins enslave yours with a more filthy bribe."

where sins were desperation and regrets, they found a darker shade. a filthy tangle of divine temptations.

dignity was already torn. faith glared with a sharper flame. their sanity was the only thread that remained, torn and brittle.

survival was an instinct, but love, it held a surrender, a luring devotion, an intense diversion. it was wisdom with no regulations. blindness with no boundaries. bright and feeble, like a butterfly. bizarre and white, like a grey silhouette.

in the end, they were chained and dragged like captives, pitiful and smeared; after all, a tragedy was inevitable when fate decides to play, right?

the fanfiction is set in the 90s, when homosexuality was not normalised. it was seen as disgusting, a sin and an unforgivable blasphemy. therefore, i request each of you to cooperate with the plot and not disrespect any of my characters.

the characters are morally grey and irrational ( i genuinely mean it). you may or may not like them. but i ask you to respect their emotions and acts.

i do not ask you to romanticise their deeds, but respect the fact that they are also human.

you might find them filthy, you might want to despise them, you might literally want to spit on them. do it. i do not ask you to stay back. do it wholeheartedly.

but i suggest you show basic human decency and respect their feelings and emotions.

that's all i ask.

warnings

graphic gore

mature themes

torture

brutal fight

murder

age gap

social taboo

childhood trauma

explicit sexual content