PROLOGUE

Slam!

I could see the confusion and anger in his eyes he stared at me I stared back I scoffed.

"what?..so it's just supposed to end like this?."

I bit down on my bottom lip nose scrunched brows narrowed "Was I even important to you?."

I started to question anything "Did you even really like me?." that was a question that lingered onto my head and as i asked that his eyes widened trembling lips furrowed brows.

"what?.." he spoke trembling voice as tears began to swell onto his eyes my heart melted I reached out, for the first time of our arguments did he let me touch him.

"why..are you crying?" I spoke softly wiping the tears rolling down his cheeks he looked at me his voice trembling.

"You can hit me..you can curse at me but please don't ever question my feelings for you knox." he bit down on his bottom lips he continued "she wasn't supposed to do that...i'm sorry..please don't leave me"

I froze as he wrapped his arms around my waist burying his face onto the crook of my neck sobbing quietly "I'm sorry knox.." he sobbed I didn't know what to do.

Evren is a man of composure, he's calm too calm for his own good, maybe a bit arrogant yeah, I never saw him shed a tear even when his mother took away his dream to be a athlete but now he's the opposite of everything I saw.

I could feel his fingers gripping onto the back of my shirt I slowly reached out and caressed his hair "Don't cry...i'm sorry" I spoke voice trembling like his, this is the first time I saw him cry, he told me he hated it.

"no..no..don't say sorry..it's my fault" He mumbled even when crying, even right now that he's practically shaking as he hold me he still blames himself when it's my fault.

"evren..i-" I trailed off I don't know what to say, he probably feels lost right now.. I caressed his hair and pulled away the moment I tried to look at his face he turned his head away.

"no...don't look" I raised a brow confused "why?.." he paused before speaking "because you cry whenever you see someone crying.." How did he know that?.

All this time when we weren't even that close had he been paying close attention to me? "no I don't.." I said he argued back "yes you do.." he sobbed and then he paused for a moment before looking at me even when like this tears rolling down his cheeks he's still so handsome.

I was taken by surprise when I felt him shrink down and knelt infront of me still his arms wrapped around my waist I raised his chin with my fingers

(cttro)

I felt lost as well seeing him like this

"Did she really...meant it?..did you really just used me" when I said that he trembled bit more and I could picture him crying more when I said those words he sobbed as he speak "No..!, she's lying..i didn't want to use you..i wanted to be with you forever..." My breath hitched I knelt down and gave his forehead a kiss.

I thought this was just a temporary feeling, but now how could I deny everything when he's knelt down begging me to not leave like I'm his lifeline?

How could I ever be so foolish?, for the first time in my life I actually feel important.

I looked down at him while he looks up at me and I knelt down pressing my lips onto his.

That was the very memory I could still remember like yesterday when we were still each other's dear.

It's raining heavily the rain poured down my hair soaking my clothes I didn't take my eyes off the billboard where his face was plastered.

Everything came rushing back at me

When did it all go wrong?.

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