Door

"Look at me"

"Wait I have to go to the washroom"

"Okay"I go as fast as I could hiding my face with my hairs

I don't understand if I'm strong and build up a good layer so no one could hurt me

I still end up crying at this silly thing

now I am sitting in the bathroom leaning against the wall, head on my knees

I hear a knock on the door, I check my phone and look at the time

It's 6:30

"hey everything okay"she is on the door

I went in almost half an hour ago, but I didn't even realize that

"Yes" my voice mumbled I spoke and walked towards the door

I feel unusual suddenly when I look at the reflection in the mirror from my side

My makeup is ruined, the prints are there making me understand how satisfied and irritated I am with all this

I open the door finally without caring for the face

Heff is staring at me, I stare back with nothing in my eyes just a reflection of her face

I try to say something but what can when I can barely stand, my legs might give up soon

I move my gaze and move from her side, she stays still

I don't understand why she is behaving like this all of a sudden

She grabs my hand ,our backs facing each other

She turns towards me and moves a step ahead, I look in her eyes, it feels cold vaguely showing any emotions

I look down waiting for her to say something

"look at me adres"she speaks softly yet hard

I look at her

"you can cry in front of me, what are best friends supposed to be there for, you can talk to me about stuff, explain it to me I will listen to you all the time and take care of -"

"Stop Stop Stop"my voice trembling

"heff"I shout

Her hands on my shoulder now

my shoulders jerk back on its own ...how bad I am, I can't even look at her

How weak I am

she is darting towards me the more I try to get away

The more she doesn't step back

I reach the door to my room

With no other thought she grabs my hands and pulls me but closer and in the sudden moment I don't even realize she has locked the door

"I won't let you lock the door, I know you need personal time, but please please let m-"

"No"I look her in the eyes

"you can't help me"my words are crisp

"Why"her voice is soft so I can let her in but can I?

I don't answer

but do u want to ? My face is washed with tears

"hmm can't I?"she is back to her cold tone

She is now close to me ,my back is resting on the door the same door which could have saved me from all this

"Tell me adres why do you think I AM NOT CAPABLE OF DOING you"

I am shocked

I am shocked to my core

the body which could have been collapsed any second is now like a statue who cannot even break the eye contact

She has been this dominating but never knew I would be in such a situation and affected by it

Her hands are now on my neck, it feels so cold

Yet something magical

She is staring at my eyes and next moment

Her lips are on my lips...

She is kissing me

She is pulling them

I can't think of anything I can't think of if it's even real or not , I can't think if it's just a dream

I cannot care less

then , let her do whatever she wants

So I can finally fall...

"i have fallen into the ocean even though I wanted to fly now I couldn't care less where I drown or where I live or where I fly"...adres

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