If you want me show up

1 Preview 

2 The file marked ''marriage '' 

3 A signature i don't remember 

4 The man behind transfers 

5 Monthly deposits, no name 

6 unknown sender: husband 

7 Rule one : Don't ask questions 

8 Rule two: stay where you belong 

9 Married but living alone 

10 His names feel forbidden 

11 No face no voice no love 

12 Stop sending me money 

13 I sent everything back 

14 He still paid anyway 

15 You don’t get to ignore me 

16 I refused this marriage 

17 silence isn't love 

18 If you want me show up 

19 Then show up 

20 The first crack 

21 I don't accept you 

22 I walk away anyway 

23 Life without you 

24 Why does it feel empty?? 

25 you still came 

26 I didn't ask you to care 

27 Stop acting like you know me 

28 The way you look at me 

29 This isn’t just control 

30 Why are you still here? 

31 You don’t leave either 

32 Don't look at anyone else 

33 Stay where i can see you 

34 You are staying again? 

35 Stop looking for me 

36 Then why did you call? 

37 You kissed me first 

38 Don't act surprised 