Chapter 45: Not the same

1 Chapter 1: Pain behind the door 

2 Chapter 2: Shadows and silence 

3 Chapter 3: Morning routines and new beginnings 

4 Chapter 4: First impressions 

5 Chapter 5: Homecoming 

6 Chapter 6: You're not fine 

7 Chapter 7: Tomorrow 

8 Chapter 8: For mama 

9 Chapter 9: Don't flinch 

10 Chapter 10: Too late to ignore 

11 Chapter 11: What he never said 

12 Chapter 12: When he wakes 

13 Chapter 13: Stay with me 

14 Chapter 14: No plan to move 

15 Chapter 15: Ris 

16 Chapter 16: Not yet 

17 Chapter 17: Seen 

18 Chapter 18: Interruptions 

19 Chapter 19: what he left behind 

20 Chapter 20: control 

21 Chapter 21: Lines 

22 Chapter 22: Pressure 

23 Chapter 23: Even 

24 Chapter 24: Containment 

25 Chapter 25: Waiting at the door 

26 Chapter 26: Something is wrong 

27 Chapter 27: Running out of time 

28 Chapter 28: No air 

29 Chapter 29: We found him 

30 Chapter 30: Seconds too late 

31 Chapter 31: Flatline 

32 Chapter 32: Borrowed 

33 Chapter 33: Come with me 

34 Chapter 34: He doesn't have time 

35 Chapter 35: Rare 

36 Chapter 36: The call 

37 Chapter 37: The window 

38 Chapter 38: Restart 

39 Chapter 39: After 

40 Chapter 40: Between 

41 Chapter 41: Return 

42 Chapter 42: Still here 

43 Chapter 43: What was lied about 

44 Chapter 44: Going home 

45 Chapter 45: Not the same 

46 Chapter 46: What he carried 

47 Chapter 47: Under the surface 

48 Chapter 48: When it breaks 

49 Chapter 49: Back in the room 

50 Chapter 50: Cooling down 

51 Chapter 51: Not you 

52 Chapter 52: Holding, not healing 

53 Chapter 53: Old shadows 

54 Chapter 54: Close, not clear 

55 Chapter 55: Unsteady ground 

56 Chapter 56: Even like this 