When I opened my eyes, something was wrong.
At first, it wasn’t obvious. There was no dramatic shift, no sudden realization that everything had changed. Just a quiet, lingering sense of discomfort—like waking up in a familiar place that somehow felt… off.
The ceiling above me was the first thing I noticed.
It wasn’t mine.
In my room, the ceiling had always been plain, slightly uneven, with a faint crack near the corner that I used to trace absentmindedly when I couldn’t sleep. I had memorized every detail of it over the years, not because I particularly cared, but because it had been one of the few constant things in my life.
This ceiling, however, was different.
Smooth.
White.
Unfamiliar.
For a long moment, I simply stared at it, my thoughts slow and hazy, as if they were struggling to catch up with my consciousness. Maybe I was still dreaming. That seemed like the most logical explanation. After all, I had fallen asleep thinking about something impossible, something absurd.
It made sense that my mind would continue along that path.
So I closed my eyes again.
And then opened them.
The ceiling didn’t change.
A small crease formed between my brows as I continued to stare upward, the unease growing stronger, more insistent. Something wasn’t right. Something was very wrong.
Slowly, I pushed myself up.
The movement felt strange.
My body felt… lighter.
That was the only way I could describe it. Not weak, not heavy—just unfamiliar, like I was moving in a body that didn’t quite belong to me. My limbs responded a fraction of a second slower than I expected, my balance slightly off as I sat upright.
The bed beneath me was soft—far softer than the one I was used to. The fabric of the sheets felt smooth against my skin, cool and expensive in a way that immediately set off alarm bells in my mind.
I didn’t own anything like this.
My gaze dropped to my hands.
And I froze.
They weren’t mine.
They were… similar, in a vague, distant way. Still slender, still small—but the details were wrong. The skin looked clearer, smoother. The faint marks and imperfections I had grown accustomed to were gone. Even the shape of my fingers felt different, more delicate somehow.
My breath caught.
“This…” My voice came out soft, unsteady. “…what?”
Even my voice sounded unfamiliar.
It was still quiet, still gentle—but there was a subtle difference in tone, in texture, that made it feel like I was listening to someone else speak through my mouth.
A chill ran down my spine.
“No…” I whispered, shaking my head as if I could physically reject what I was seeing. “No, this doesn’t make sense…”
My gaze darted around the room.
And that was when the panic truly began to settle in.
This wasn’t my room.
It wasn’t even close.
The space was larger—much larger than anything I had ever called mine. The walls were elegantly decorated, adorned with subtle patterns that spoke of wealth and refinement. A large window allowed soft sunlight to pour in, illuminating furniture that looked like it belonged in a historical drama rather than modern life.
Everything about it was… wrong.
Or rather—
Everything about it was too right.
Too detailed.
Too real.
My heart began to pound.
“No…” I repeated, my voice trembling now. “No, this isn’t funny…”
But there was no one there to hear me.
No one to respond.
No one to tell me I was overreacting, that this was just a dream, that I would wake up in my own bed if I just closed my eyes again.
The silence pressed in around me, heavy and suffocating.
My gaze slowly shifted back to my hands.
They still weren’t mine.
A terrible thought began to form in the back of my mind.
Impossible.
Ridiculous.
And yet…
My breathing grew uneven as fragments of memories—no, not memories, but thoughts—began to surface. Not my own, but something else. Something that felt like it had been placed inside me, waiting to be noticed.
A room like this.
Clothing like this.
A world that looked like this.
I had seen it before.
Read about it.
Lived in it—through someone else’s story.
“No way…” I whispered, my voice barely audible.
My hands trembled as I slowly swung my legs off the bed, my feet touching the cold floor beneath me. The sensation felt real. Too real. Every detail—the texture, the temperature, the slight pressure—was unmistakable.
Dreams didn’t feel like this.
Did they?
“I…” My throat tightened. “I need to check…”
Check what, I wasn’t entirely sure.
Reality, maybe.
Or the lack of it.
My movements were slow, cautious, as if I was afraid that moving too quickly would shatter whatever illusion this was. Step by step, I made my way across the room, my gaze fixed on a single object.
A mirror.
It stood against the wall, tall and elegant, its surface reflecting the unfamiliar surroundings with perfect clarity.
I hesitated.
My reflection waited for me.
For a brief moment, I considered turning away. Pretending I hadn’t seen it. Because as long as I didn’t look, there was still a chance—however small—that everything would go back to normal.
But that chance was already gone.
I knew it.
So, with a trembling breath, I stepped closer.
And looked.
The girl in the mirror was not me.
She looked back at me with the same wide, disbelieving eyes, the same pale expression—but everything else was different.
Her hair.
Her face.
Her entire existence.
She was… beautiful.
Not in an overwhelming, breathtaking way, but in a soft, delicate manner that felt almost fragile. Her features were gentle, refined, the kind that would easily be overlooked in a crowd of striking individuals—but the more you looked, the more you noticed how carefully everything fit together.
She didn’t look like someone important.
She looked like someone easy to forget.
Just like me.
But she wasn’t me.
“…Who…?” My voice broke slightly as I reached out, my fingers brushing against the surface of the mirror. The reflection mirrored the movement perfectly.
My heart pounded harder.
This wasn’t a coincidence.
This wasn’t a dream.
This—
“This is the novel…” I whispered.
The words felt surreal leaving my lips.
But they made sense.
Too much sense.
The room.
The setting.
The body I was in.
Everything matched.
Fragments of the story began to piece themselves together in my mind, connecting in ways that made my stomach twist with both realization and dread.
If this really was that world…
Then that meant—
A knock suddenly echoed through the room.
I flinched.
“Miss?” a voice called from the other side of the door. “Are you awake?”
My entire body went still.
Someone was there.
Someone real.
Panic surged in my chest as my mind raced. What was I supposed to do? How was I supposed to respond? I didn’t know who I was in this body, didn’t know what role I was supposed to play, didn’t know—
“Miss?” the voice came again, slightly more insistent this time. “Shall I come in?”
“No—!”
The word slipped out before I could stop it.
Silence followed.
I froze, my heart hammering against my ribs.
“…My apologies,” I added quickly, forcing my voice to steady despite the chaos in my mind. “I—I’m awake. You can come in.”
The door opened.
A young woman stepped inside, dressed in what appeared to be a maid’s uniform. Her movements were practiced, respectful, her gaze lowering slightly as she approached.
“Good morning, Miss Camilla.”
My breath caught.
Camilla.
That was—
That was my name.
Or rather…
The name I had given myself.
A strange, surreal feeling washed over me, equal parts disbelief and something else I couldn’t quite define.
“Good morning…” I echoed softly.
The maid smiled faintly, as if reassured by my response. “Shall I prepare you for the day?”
Prepare me…?
My mind struggled to keep up.
“I…” I hesitated, my fingers curling slightly at my sides. “Yes.”
It was the safest answer.
For now.
As the maid moved around the room, beginning to gather clothing and make preparations, I stood there in silence, my thoughts spiraling.
This was real.
It had to be.
I wasn’t in my world anymore.
I was here.
Inside the novel.
And if that was true…
Then somewhere in this world—
He existed.
The thought sent a sharp, overwhelming emotion through my chest.
The villain.
The one I had wished for.
The one I had promised—
My fingers tightened slightly.
A strange mix of fear and determination settled within me.
“I’m here…” I whispered under my breath, so quietly that no one else could hear it.
My reflection in the mirror stared back at me.
Unfamiliar.
Yet somehow…
Certain.
And as the reality of my situation slowly, fully sank in, one truth became undeniable.
This was no longer a story I could simply read.
This was a world I would have to live in.
And this time—
I wouldn’t just watch him be abandoned.
No matter what it took…
I would find him.
And I would stay.
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