Nightmare and Heartache

1 Medical Certificate 

2 A bowl of Wonton 

3 "Where you are, where My heart is" 

4 Could They Be Together Forever? 

5 Suspicion Caused by a Potted Orchid 

6 Doctor Ai 

7 Conflict 

8 Lets Break up 

9 Jasmine in Memory 

10 It Just Felt like a Rape 

11 “Fool, Do You Know You Will Lose Me Forever?” 

12 Brother Jiang, Be Nice to Me Henceforward… 

13 The Most Valuable Thing in the World 

14 “Are You Gay?” 

15 Four Kittens 

16 Brief Intimacy 

17 Bitter Struggle for Survival 

18 Jiang’s Lover 

19 An Understanding Wife and Loving Mother 

20 Gentleness of Doctor Ai 

21 Doctor Ai’s Scarf 

22 He Definitely Fell in Love with Zhishu 

23 A Smart Golden Retriever 

24 Sleep Together with Doctor Ai 

25 To Investigate Wenxu Jiang 

26 He Came Back 

27 I Love You, but Don’t Treat Me as a Fool... 

28 Zhishu Had a Fever Again 

29 Love Made People Tolerant and Silent without Complaint 

30 I Have No Desire for You at This Moment 

31 I Like You Very Much, Zhishu! 

32 Who Was the Winner in Love? 

33 Trouble Caused by a Scarf 

34 Wenxu Jiang, Tell Me How Long I Can Live Without Love 

35 The Most Uncontrollable Thing in the World 

36 You Are the Only One I Want 

37 Wenxu Jiang, You Were Crueler to Me 

38 Break up with His Lover 

39 An Invited Guest 

40 The Feeling of Being Stricken with Grief 

41 Don't Leave Me 

42 I Quit Therapy 

43 I Am Such A Sucker 

44 Rushed Madly Into… 

45 A Lover Kept by Wenxu Jiang? 

46 Long-Lost Sweetness 

47 He Is an Expert of Leukemia! 

48 Fuck your Love! 

49 Memories 

50 Not Nightmare, But Reality. 

51 Ziyu’s Efforts Slightly Paid off 

52 Brothers’ Confrontation 

53 Blood Stained the Ground. 

54 You’ve Got White Hair. 

55 Nightmare and Heartache 

56 The Crucial Clues 

57 Jiang’s Arrival 

58 Rush to Hospital 

59 This Life, Next Life. 

60 A Hug of Suggestive Invite 

61 Jiang and Ai Met 

62 Let Him See Me. 

63 The Fawning Was Pointless. 

64 Police Came 

65 Being Kept in Custody 

66 Visiting the Cemetery 

67 Dignity Collapsed After So Long 

68 Leaving Hospital 

69 A Message From Jiang 

70 Before Jiang Left... 

71 In the Cost of Zhishu’s Life 

72 A Stranger Opened The Door 

73 Negotiating With Mayor's Son 

74 Heart Attack 

75 I Just... Want to Hear His Breath. 

76 Irresistible Gentleness 

77 Happy Birthday! 

78 Don't Touch My Zhishu 

79 Xia Cheng is Dead of Severe GVHR 

80 Endless Snow 

81 Little by Little, He Became Cold... 

82 Extra : Ziyu Ai 

83 Extra : Wenxu Jiang 

84 Extra: Zekun Li 

85 Wenxu Jiang’s letter 