KBS Music Bank - Backstage
5:30 AM
Ellisa had been awake for two hours and already wanted to crawl back into bed.
The music show dressing room was chaos wrapped in glitter. Hair stylists with curling wands, makeup artists dabbing at faces, costume coordinators wrestling with zippers. Five Angels were scattered across the room in various states of glamour Hana meditating in the corner (her pre-show ritual), Sera doing vocal warm-ups that sounded like a dying cat, Rina scrolling through fan comments with a serene smile, Dani loudly complaining about the corset underneath her costume.
And Ellisa, in the center of it all, letting three different people attack her face and hair simultaneously while trying not to fall asleep.
"Elii-yah, eyes up," the makeup artist murmured. "I need to do your eyeliner."
She obeyed. Blinked when the brush tickled. Tried not to think about how she'd been awake since 3:30 AM for this.
"Five more minutes," the stylist promised, wrestling with a stubborn curl. "Then you're free until sound check."
Free. Right. Free meant sitting in a chair instead of standing in one.
The dressing room door opened. A staff member poked her head in.
"Five Angels, stage rehearsal in twenty. CEO Min just arrived he's watching from the control room today."
Ellisa's heart did something complicated.
He was here. Of course he was here he was always here for music shows, lurking in the back with his mask and his dark clothes. But somehow, knowing he was watching made her spine straighten automatically.
"Elii-yah, you tensed up," the makeup artist complained. "Relax your face."
She tried. Failed.
KBS Music Bank - Control Room
6:15 AM
Min Jae stood behind the sound engineers, arms crossed, watching the monitors.
Five Angels were on stage, running through their comeback performance. "Midnight Wings"a darker concept than their previous releases, all sharp choreography and sultry glances.The song was good. The choreography was better. But what held his attention was the smallest figure in the center.
Ellisa.
She moved like she was born on stage. Every gesture precise, every expression perfectly calibrated for the cameras. But he noticed things the cameras didn't catch. The slight tremor in her hands between moves. The way she swallowed hard during the bridge. The dark circles even professional makeup couldn't completely hide.
She was exhausted.
And she was about to perform live in front of millions.
"She's favoring her left leg," he said quietly.
The head choreographer, standing nearby, blinked. "Sir?"
"Ellisa. She's putting less weight on her right. Check her shoe. Or her ankle."
The choreographer hurried off.
Min Jae didn't move. Just watched the monitor, jaw tight, as she hit every mark perfectly despite whatever pain she was hiding.
Backstage - 10 Minutes Later
"Your shoe!"
Ellisa looked up from her phone to find the choreographer kneeling at her feet, unlacing her right stage shoe without permission.
"Wait what are you"
"There's a nail or something inside. CEO Min noticed you were limping."
She went still.
He noticed?
The choreographer pulled out a tiny, almost invisible nail that had worked its way through the sole. "Look at this! You've been performing on this? No wonder you were favoring your other leg."
Ellisa stared at the tiny piece of metal. Thought about the dress rehearsal. The music show recording. The three music shows scheduled for this week.
"How did he" she started.
"CEO Min notices everything." The choreographer shook his head. "I've worked here five years. He's caught more costume issues than the entire wardrobe department."
He replaced her shoe with a spare, retied it carefully, and left.
Ellisa sat very still, one hand pressed to her chest where her heart was doing something strange.
The Live Broadcast - 5:00 PM
Five Angels took the stage.
The crowd screamed. Cupids filled the audience with glowing pink light sticks, waving banners with member names. Ellisa spotted her own banner in the third row Elii, our angel and felt the familiar rush of love for her fans.
The music started.
She moved.
The adrenaline carried her through the first verse, the chorus, the dance break. She hit every mark, every expression, every note. The crowd got louder. The energy built.
And then, during the final chorus, she caught a glimpse of the side stage.
He was there.
Not in the control room anymore. Standing in the wings, half-hidden by equipment, mask on, arms crossed. Watching her with those unreadable eyes.
Their gazes met for exactly one second.
Long enough for her to miss a beat.
She recovered instantly years of training kicking in but that one second echoed in her chest for the rest of the performance.
After the Show - 7:30 PM
The dressing room was chaos again, but happier chaos. Music show win. First comeback win. The girls were screaming, crying, hugging.
Ellisa laughed as Dani lifted her off the ground, as Hana kissed her cheek, as Rina waved the trophy in front of every camera. This was the good part. The reason they did this.
Her phone buzzed.
She glanced at it while Dani was busy crying on Sera's shoulder.
[Unknown Number]: Good job today. Ice cream later if you want.
She stared at the message.
No name. No context. But she knew. She knew.
How did he get her personal number?
More importantly was he serious?
She typed back before she could overthink it.
[Ellisa]: Who is this?
Three dots appeared immediately.
[Unknown Number]: You know who.
[Ellisa]: CEO Min?
[Unknown Number]: Ice cream. 10 PM. Back entrance. Don't tell anyone.
She read the message three times.
Then she read it again.
Then she looked up at her members, still celebrating, completely oblivious, and felt like she was hiding a nuclear secret in her chest.
The Heaven Entertainment Building-Back Entrance
10:02 PM
Ellisa had changed out of her stage clothes into the most boring outfit she owned black sweatpants, oversized hoodie, mask, cap pulled low. She looked like a college student running a late-night errand.
He was already there.
Standing next to a black car she'd never seen before not his usual one. Dark tinted windows, no plates she could recognize. He was dressed similarly casual: dark jeans, plain jacket, cap pulled low.
For a moment, they just looked at each other.
"This feels illegal," she said.
"It's not." A pause. "Probably."
That almost made her laugh. Probably. The most honest thing she'd ever heard him say.
He opened the passenger door. She got in.
The car smelled like leather and something cleanhim, probably. She sat very still, hands in her lap, as he got in the driver's side and started the engine.
"Where are we going?" she asked.
"Ice cream place. 24 hours. Private rooms."
Private rooms. Of course. He'd thought of everything.
They drove in silence for a few minutes. The city lights blurred past the windows. Ellisa watched them, heart pounding, mind racing.
"Why?" she finally asked.
He glanced at her. "Why what?"
"Why are you doing this? The ice cream. The blanket. The shoe." She turned to look at him. "You're my CEO. I'm your idol. This isn't,this isn't normal."
Silence.
Then, quietly: "I know."
"Then why?"
He was quiet for a long moment. Long enough that she thought he wouldn't answer.
"Because you work harder than anyone in that company," he said finally. "Because you smile for cameras when you're falling apart. Because you collapse in practice rooms and wake up apologizing for existing." His hands tightened on the steering wheel. "Because someone should take care of you. And no one else seems to notice you need it."
Ellisa's throat closed.
She looked away quickly, out the window, blinking hard.
"That's" Her voice cracked. She cleared her throat. "That's not your job."
"I know."
"Then why you?"
Another pause.
"I don't know," he admitted. "I've been asking myself that for weeks."
The ice cream place was small, hidden in a basement level, with private rooms separated by frosted glass. The owner didn't blink at Min Jae's face probably paid well enough not to.
They sat across from each other in a tiny booth. A menu between them. Soft lighting. The faint sound of music from somewhere else in the building.
It felt like a date.
It wasn't a date, Ellisa told herself firmly. It was ice cream. With her CEO. At 10 PM. In secret.
Definitely not a date.
"Order whatever you want," he said.
She ordered three things.
He raised an eyebrow but didn't comment.
When the ice cream arrived two bowls for her, one for him (black coffee flavor, because of course)she dug in immediately. Made a happy sound that she would have been embarrassed about if she weren't so tired and hungry and overwhelmed.
He watched her eat. Didn't touch his own.
"You're not having yours?" she asked, mouth full.
"I'm watching."
"That's weird."
One corner of his mouth twitched. "I've been told."
She laughed. Actually laughed, real and surprised, and something in his expression shifted slightly. Warmer. Just barely.
"Can I ask you something?" she said.
"You just did."
"Another something."
He nodded.
"Why me? Out of all the idols in The Heaven. Why do you" She gestured vaguely. "Notice me?"
He considered the question carefully.
"Your audition tape," he said finally. "The one you sent when you were fifteen."
She froze. "You saw that?"
"I saw all of them. Hundreds of tapes. But yours" He paused. "You sang an original song. In English. About missing somewhere that wasn't home."
Ellisa's heart stopped.
She'd written that song in her childhood bedroom in Connecticut, three months after moving back from London, missing Korea even though she'd only visited twice. Missing somewhere she'd never really lived. Her mother had recorded it on her phone, just for fun. Ellisa had sent it to The Heaven on a whim, never expecting….
"You sang about wanting to belong," he continued quietly. "About wings that hadn't grown yet. About waiting for the wind to carry you home."
"I was fifteen," she whispered. "It was embarrassing."
"It was honest." He met her eyes. "Most people who audition are performing someone else's dream. You were performing yours. I watched that tape forty-seven times."
Forty-seven times.
The number echoed in her head.
"That's why you accepted me?"
"That's why I knew you'd make it." He finally touched his ice cream, stirring it slowly. "Talent can be taught. Honesty can't."
Ellisa looked down at her melting ice cream. Blinked rapidly.
When she looked up, her eyes were wet but she was smiling.
"You're not what I expected," she said.
"What did you expect?"
"Cold. Distant. A robot who only cares about money."
"And now?"
She thought about it. The broken fridge. The blanket. The shoe. The forty-seven views of her embarrassing teenage song.
"Complicated," she said honestly. "But not cold."
He looked at her for a long moment.
Then, quietly: "No one's ever called me complicated before."
"What do they call you?"
"The Ice Prince." A pause. "The Sphinx. Various unflattering things in business articles."
She snorted. "Those people don't know you."
"Neither do you."
"Give me time."
The words hung in the air between them.
Give me time.
As if she was asking for more moments like this. More ice cream at midnight. More stolen glances across crowded rooms.
As if she wanted to know him.
He didn't respond. But he also didn't look away.
Later - 11:30 PM
He drove her back to the dorm. Parked a block away, where no one would see.
She sat in the passenger seat for a moment, hand on the door handle, not moving.
"Thank you," she said. "For tonight. For the ice cream. For" She gestured vaguely. "All of it."
"Ellisa."
She looked at him.
He was watching her with that unreadable expression again, but softer now. Tired, maybe. Human.
"Be careful," he said. "If anyone finds out about these" He paused. "Meetings. It could damage your career."
"I know."
"I could damage your career."
"You won't."
He blinked. "How do you know?"
She smiled. Small. Certain.
"Because you watched my tape forty-seven times. Because you notice when I'm limping. Because you brought me a blanket and pretended not to care." She opened the door. "You're not cold, CEO Min. You're just alone."
She got out.
Walked toward the dorm without looking back.
Min Jae sat in his car for a long time after she disappeared inside.
Then he pulled out his phone.
[To: Ellisa]: Sleep well. Don't practice past midnight tomorrow.
[From: Ellisa]: Bossy.
[To: Ellisa]: CEO.
[From: Ellisa]: Same thing.
He stared at the message.
Then, for the first time in longer than he could remember, Min Jae smiled.
It was small. Uncertain. Real.
The Next Morning:
Manager Kang found a note on his desk.
Ellisa Jung authorized for one ice cream per week. Medical exemption. - MJ
He stared at it for a full minute.
Then he called the other managers again.
"Something is definitely going on between the CEO and 5 ANGELS' maknae."
Blank stares.
"I'm not crazy."
No one agreed. No one disagreed.
But everyone secretly wondered.
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