chapter 2 graduation day

so the accident that happened is settle down with our teacher with our mother, our teacher give us Advice: Don't fight anymore because graduation is coming soon. after a few days the graduation has already started, but my dad really doesn't know anything about my life. He went back to our house because of my graduation.

My classmates are crying as if it's their last meeting. I have no friends I'm just lonely girl Not happy to see everyone, including my dad.

I'm on vacation and I don't do anything right and I get scolded at home because I'm lazy. I'm not lazy. I just don't know why I don't want to do anything.This is where my mental health is getting worse because my dad always scolding me because I didn't do anything right .

After the vacation, dad went back to his job and I went back to grade 11.I don't really have any dreams so I'll just enroll in whatever.

Time files I'm fucking done with my study I graduated and became a useless teacher.

I teach high school in the subject English. It's so fucking It's tiring and I have a coworker who tells me that you are a teacher but you don't know how to teach, even when it comes to cooking. You haven't cooked anything delicious or perfect.

It's fucking obvious that she is just jealous Because I was promoted, but then I started vomiting, coughing, and my nose would bleed when I was stressed.

At that moment I think I just so tired.But my boss said I needed to get checked out so he gave me leave so when I went to the hospital and got checked out he told me to take care of myself because that was the cause of my depression.

I was on my way home when I met a drunk man. He said to me, "Hey, are you okay?" That's the person who asked me if I was okay. He said the world is tiring, but it's better to die than to see ourselves struggling. I just said, "That's right, it's better to die. No one loves me, not even my family. They don't even care about me." My dad, even Kay Lan, never even said hello to me or talked to me. They all didn't care about me. My mom only came home when I asked her to bring me my favorite dish.

Sometimes I ask myself if I'm okay with wanting to live or not because it's really tiring.

I told the guy I wanted to drink, I'm free, we went to our favorite restaurant, we ordered a lot of alcohol, I had a lot of his quantity, even though I didn't know him, we fell asleep in the The table and the Owner are waking us up .

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