blue, red and white

I dozed off once more tired and drained.

I drifted into the dream word where today I had two beautiful male friends, they were a couple, and I was their third wheel but something inside me thought and felt that I had a crush on Red.

It wasn't that difficult for me to process, I mean he is hot, but also has a man.

We were climbing up a terribly snowy mountain, while Blue was busy warming Red's hands with his somewhat warm breath, I was becoming a freezing popsicle right next to them-they were wearing gloves, I wasn't -

But our climb continued Blue suggested a game, I looked at him in a glare by his care free nature didn't let him analyze it

 "What game ?" I asked feeling the cold air rush into my lungs.

"You two kissing" he said in a disgustingly cute way,

I quickly looked at Red to get any sort of reaction out of him, but he was blank, I looked back at Blue but all I could get was his usual crazy looking cuteness.

I wondered if he knew about my insignificant crush on his boyfriend but If he did, wouldn't distancing me be a better choice?

At this moment I had already forgotten about this not being my reality but just another dream.

"Aren't you guys going to do it "he said still walking with Red, but I had already frozen in place, my feet felt heavy, my breath heaving, and I was blankly staring at him in shock.

Red walked up to me and placed his hand on mine. At that moment he tilted his head and kissed me.

I died.

My crush. My friend's boyfriend. Had just kissed me in front of his man as if it was the most normal thing in the word.

He walked back to Blue, held his hand and without turning back said "let's go, it's a long way uphill". I was still frozen with my hand tracing my lips At that moment Red looked back, I immediately tucked my hand away "I'm coming" I said with haste.

It wasn't a smooch but a peck where he sucked on my bottom lip for a second... that's all it was

For a split moment a smirk escaped Red's calm demeanor and my heart spiraled, what did that mean ? Did he like our kiss,did he notice my reaction to the kiss, or maybe he just considered this as toying with me.

I rushed and quickly caught up to them "you guys are the weirdest couple you know that" I said to them standing in front of them to block their way, my eyes trailed down to look at their tangled hands. I felt a small pain in my chest seeing them together but also guilt for wishing they wouldn't last.

I looked at their faces to realize that they weren't looking at me but up Hill, I knew that we were close to the top a place with thick snow, tall beautiful trees, a great view and the best scenery. "Ummh guys, I'm right in front of you" I waved my hands in their faces to get their attention only to realize the color slowly leaving both their faces "ummh guys ...?" I said turning to look in the direction they were looking at

At that moment I could suddenly distinguish between the sound of screams of terror and that of happiness, I could understand why they were the ones frozen in their shoes, why they suddenly looked soo pale . A huge amount of snow was going downhill, trees and people being carried away by the current, we were seconds away from being anguished by this tide .

My hands moved on their own and grabbed Blue and Red's hands and bolted downhill, my eyes scanning for anywhere we could hide, anywhere we could climb onto to get away from this downfall but the trees would be to hard to climb ,the only building or structure available was that at the bottom of the hill and the greatest intuition I had told me we couldn't make it that far.

The snow was moving too quickly and our legs were moving too slowly, we were going to get swept away and most definitely die buried in snow , Red quickly took the lead and yanked my hand but I didn't realize where he was leading us, the force of him pulling my hand make me lose grip of Blue's hand , instead of continuing to run Blue stopped in his tracks and looked at us ,with the wave of snow right behind him "Blue move your FEET! "I screamed for him .

He was lost, blankly staring at us

The moment when he finally thought to continue running the snow was already behind him, and I was fighting to get out of Red's grasp. Blue was too slow, the snow caught up to him slamming his body onto a tree, his blood splattering everywhere around and soon even that was deep into the snow.

I looked at Red, but he didn't seem to notice that his lover was missing. I tried one more time and dug my nails into his skin to let him let go. Blue had just been crushed in-between snow and a thick oak tree, but he somehow didn't notice.

Red turned his head to look at me "What the f*ck is your problem ,do you want to get buried alive !?" he realized the tears forming in my eyes and held both my shoulders in a great grasp "listen we don't have time for this ,get your sh*t together, I'm not gonna die here wit- " he looked around me "Where's Blue !?" I let the tears flow, grabbed his hand and began our fight for survival once more...

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My hand was still warm reminding me that Blue was holding it just minutes maybe hours before. Red and I had safely made it into the cabin at the bottom of the hill with five other people. Red was standing in a corner with his back against the wall, brown eyes glaring at me, I was across the room from him crouched next to the couch holding on to my legs as if they were gonna get taken away from me.

The sun had already set outside and the snow was blocking the doors from opening, I was more concerned about Blue outside and what Red could possibly do to me when he quickly rushed over to me, lifted me up with the colar of my puffer jacket and I could see the anger in his eyes .

We hadn't spoken a word to each other since we got here but now he was lifting me up on my toes by my collar shooting lasers into my face.

"Where the f*ck is Blue ?"he asked in a low husked tone "Where the HECK is HE !?" he asked in a louder voice "you were holding his hand weren't you! Then where the f*ck is he ?!" he screamed once more shaking me as is answers would fall right under me onto the ground.

Tears started streaming down my face "he was holding onto my hand then ...then ...then .."

"Then WHAT !"

"Then you pulled me ...and I ..I ...I lost grip ...he stopped running, and the snow caught up to him and slammed him against a tree ... I tried to make you let go of my hand to get him back ...I tried, I really did ...but, but you wouldn't let go of my hand "

Red looked at me with disgust and hate painted all over his face and shame rushed all over my body. First I kiss his boyfriend in front of him and now I killed him ...

He let go of my collar and I flopped onto the ground as he turned his back .I stood back up "it's not my fault but maybe it-" and before I could finish my sentence he turned back again and started pummeling me with continuous punches into my face.

The people around us just watched 'two friends fighting about the death of the third' how could they interfere. With all the punches he threw I tried not to scream, after all this was my fault and I deserved every punch that came my way.

I should have held on tighter...

As I was about to lose conscience a tall dark skinned man showed up, held Red's hand and in a low deep calm voice said "that's enough" they locked eyes anger and composer in each person.

The man let go of Red and in a moment swooped me up into his arms and carried me into a room in the small cabin then laid me on the bed.

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