The moment I lay down, I realized I couldn’t stay still.
It lasted barely a breath before I pushed myself back up, the mattress dipping and rising beneath me like it was rejecting my weight. Rest didn’t come easily in a place that didn’t feel like mine.
I moved toward the mirror.
It stood tall against the wall, framed in delicate carvings that looked too intricate to be touched. For a second, I just stared at it—not at my reflection, but at the mirror itself. It was, without question, the most beautiful one I had ever seen.
A faint smile curved on my lips.
I don’t know when it started, this strange fascination of mine. Mirrors had always drawn me in. Maybe it was vanity. Maybe it was curiosity. Or maybe… it was the only way I could remind myself that I still existed.
That I was still me.
I stepped closer.
The girl in the reflection looked unfamiliar—dressed in elegance she had never owned, standing in a room that didn’t belong to her, wearing a ring that felt heavier than it should.
Still, she smiled.
And I smiled back.
“So,” I whispered under my breath, tilting my head slightly. “This is what you look like as someone’s wife.”
The word felt foreign.
Wife.
I let out a soft breath and turned away, breaking eye contact with myself as if I had seen something I wasn’t ready to accept.
My eyes wandered across the room instead.
If I was going to stay here—even temporarily—then I needed to understand the space that had been assigned to me.
The room was large. Too large for one person, especially someone like me. Two tall windows stood on opposite walls, letting in muted daylight that softened everything it touched. The curtains were light, almost translucent, swaying gently as if even the air moved carefully here.
There was a nightstand beside the bed, minimal yet elegant. And across from it, an L-shaped table stretched neatly along the corner of the room.
I paused, staring at it.
What was I even supposed to do with something like that?
Study? Work? Write letters to a life I no longer had?
A quiet scoff escaped me.
“I don’t think I’ll need that,” I murmured.
Every corner of the room was carefully arranged. The colors, the textures, the subtle details—they all blended together in a way that felt… intentional.
And then it hit me.
This room…
It looked exactly like something I used to imagine.
Back when I still believed in having a future of my own.
Back when dreams weren’t something you traded for survival.
I exhaled slowly, my chest tightening.
“For rich people,” I whispered, almost to myself, “there’s no such thing as dreams.”
Why would there be?
Dreams are for people who can’t have things.
For people who need to close their eyes to feel something they’ll never touch in reality.
But here?
Here, if they want something… they simply take it.
No waiting. No wishing. No hoping.
Just possession.
I walked back to the mirror and lowered myself onto the small stool in front of it. The wood was cool beneath my fingers as I adjusted my posture, my reflection settling once again in front of me.
This time, my gaze dropped to my hand.
To the ring.
It gleamed under the soft light, catching even the faintest movement. It was beautiful—undeniably so. Crafted with precision, meant to symbolize something grand, something permanent.
Something binding.
I lifted my hand slightly, turning it so the light danced across the surface.
A thought slipped into my mind so naturally, it startled me.
“If I sell this… how much would I get?”
The words hung in the air for a second before I blinked.
Then—
“Ay…” I let out a quiet laugh, shaking my head at myself. “What am I even thinking?”
My fingers curled slightly, as if hiding the ring from my own thoughts.
“I’ll sell it after the divorce.”
The words came out lightly, almost like a joke.
Almost.
I let out a small laugh, but it didn’t last long.
Divorce.
There was no reason for me to think about something like that already. No conversation, no conflict—nothing had even begun.
And yet…
The idea didn’t feel strange.
It felt inevitable.
Because girls like me don’t stay in places like this.
Not permanently.
I wasn’t chosen.
I was placed.
And things that are placed can always be removed.
“Not now,” I murmured, my voice softer this time. “Maybe someday…”
My reflection didn’t respond.
It just stared back at me with eyes that seemed to understand more than I wanted to admit.
“Soon,” I added after a pause. “Or maybe… very late.”
The uncertainty lingered between those words, stretching into something heavier.
I didn’t know when it would happen.
I didn’t know how.
But deep down, somewhere beneath the fear, beneath the confusion, beneath the quiet resignation—
I knew.
This wasn’t forever.
It couldn’t be.
Because nothing about this felt real enough to last.
My gaze drifted one last time across the room—the bed, the windows, the carefully arranged furniture.
Everything was perfect.
Too perfect.
And I had learned long ago—
Perfect things don’t belong to people like me.
Slowly, I lowered my hand, the ring still catching the light as it disappeared from view.
Then I leaned back slightly, my eyes still fixed on the girl in the mirror.
“Let’s see,” I whispered, almost like a challenge. “How long you survive here.”
The girl in the reflection smiled.
But this time—
It didn’t reach her eyes.
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