episode 2

We are now in the beach, but I slap my self cause to forget that jealousy

We laugh, we swim, and we played together it's so good to be a real person and I remember that I'm getting my jealous again!

I said to Jane that I will go swimming, and she slightly nods when she holds his hand, and put her head in his shoulder

I was jealous now I ran to the ocean and cool off a bit

When I'm done cooling off I went to find them and they were holding hand each other but it's so tight that Leo's knuckle turned white

I was so furious that I left the beach without telling them anything about my crush

The next day I was In my locker Then I receive a letter I open It and he/she said lets be friend in online and there is a username in it

When I got home, I openly my computer as I thought she was a girl

i added her, and when i say hi she started yapping all of a sudden i was shock that she is a yapper and talkative person

For the past weeks we started to get along very well and talking about our life, emotion and our crush

I thought we are the best partner as a friend, but somehow I like her as a crush I'm just a shy and enjoyable girl that's all

Honestly I was less jealous now, when I go to school and see them together laughing and studying I felt the pain of loneliness and I started to like it

When Jane noticed it, I ignore her question and even Leo, I don't care anymore they hurt my feeling

And I tell my anonymous friend that all happen today and yesterday, a little while I started crying even my mom asked why I'm crying in the middle of the night

I answer I was watching a k drama, I know I was lying right now it's hurts to tell mom because I know what she's going to say

And I'm writing my diary for 3 years now it's all filled with sad, joy, angry, jealousy, and excitement, everyone has a diary, but some people have don't one, or they don't like it

Tomorrow I will confess my love feelings to Leo I don't care what others said except for my dear best friend Jane

Tomorrow begins, I confess my love to Leo and I don't know that Jane is watching me confess my feeling

And what I said there's a rumor's that I betrayed my best friend, and that not true at all

It was so embarrassing in front of everyone that i want to die right now, today like no tomorrow huhuhu😭

Its just my luck today, i will never ever do that again i promise to myself

I apologize to Jane and Jane is laughing at right now, then she said its wasn't him his crushing too

And i said, why you didnt tell me and there is a rumor's that i betrayed you😭😭😭😭

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