TWO

I was not mad.

Really.

I feel relieved.

I do love him, but I don't feel secured towards his love. I feel insecure every meeting with his friends, his family's or other events.

But it's true, I want to preserve my self for my weeding night. That's the only perfect gift I could gave to the man I expensing my life with.

I drive back to my parents house. I saw that the lights are still open, as if they knew I arrived this late.

I park my car and stay there.

I don't know how to face them...

If they knew, will they look disappointed?

Dissatisfaction?

From the beginning they don't really like Eric, now I know why.

Parents who love and care for you will see if you are cherish like how they cherish you.

I thought they don't like Eric because of his noche riche attitude.

Well Eric is a second generation rich kids, but he was not arrogant like others.

Ahh, why I am depending him even now.

I took a deep breath to calm my nerves before I open the car door and walk to the doors.

After coming near the front door I don't know if I should open it or turn away and sleep some near hotel.

" You should open the door when you want to came inside " when I heard it... My heart shook and my tears start to fall.

" I'm home " my voice broke from stopping my shaking.

" Welcome home princess, " he greet me warmly like he always did. My father was like a mother who will be there when I need support.

And mother like a father silently protecting what treasure she had.

" Hushh, stop crying you look like monkey like you father. " My mother said as she wipe my tears.

" I'm sorry, I disappointed you " I said in broken voice. " I know you want a perfect partner for me but I stubbornly think he was the one... I was wrong ... Really wrong " I cried at my mother's embrace while father take a water for me so I could moised my throat.

" We don't need a perfect partner for you, we just need someone who will be treasure you more than us. But we support you because you were so happy with him. " My mother's said a she caress my hair.

" So what's your plan? " My father ask me while still in my mother's embrace.

" There's no need for the weeding I'll talk to my attorney tomorrow morning and I need to relax my mind from this events " I said while still hiccuping.

" Why not visit your friends from other country " mom suggested and I think it's good. I know it's look like I'm running but my emotion and mind was in chaos, I need a relaxing place where no one knows me exist.

' china ' I thought.

' right, I have a Chinese friend who introduced me to the world of novels and comics and mangas '

" I want to visit my friend, from china " I said to my parents. They still silent before nodding in approval, they meet Chen Xi before and they quickly become long time friends. Xi is kind of friendly and bubbly that everything she experience or curious about will have an answer in second because she won't stop until her curiosity fulfilled.

My parents like Xi, because of her outgoing personality and my parents relax around her. So, my parents have a big trust to Xi.

I fall asleep that night with heavy mind but relax heart.

As soon as wake up I called my attorney for the cancelation of the weeding and compensation. 70% of the weeding preparations was my money because I don't want Eric's parents to think that I'm a gold digger.

Before lunch everything was settled down, as I book my flight to China and talk with Xi about my plan this month. Where actually not rich but because I don modeling and blogger I have millions of income.

My parents actually don't work anymore I gave them allowance and all their bills was on me. I was proud that my parents gave me an amazing genes, with this I could have money.

I pack my things and it just small bag, I won't bring to much maybe I would buy some new clothes there so no need to bring much.

My parents was sad but they knew I need this vacation. I don't open my phone after I finish all my business. I already told my other friends that after I came back I change a new sim so wait for it.

As I boarded on the plane, I don't know what will happen now. When I arrive at the airport and saw my friend waving her @ss to me I laughed.

" Long time no see, Xi " I smile.

" Yeah it's been a long time, Lynn I was so happy to see again after 3 years " she greeted me back and as we walk away from airport we talk about some simple things about the past.

" Actually I was shock when you said you want to stay with me " she started driving away.

" Well, just something happens so I need a cool off for now " I said with a sad smile.

" I know, it's kind of viral now " she said.

" Ahh, viral? What's viral? " I ask her then I was kick suddenly by the realizations.

" F*¢k! I forgot that. " My eyes was big enough like it's coming out of my sucket because of shock.

" I was so focus to the sudden discovery that I forgot that I did take a live video of that event... Now I know why my parents knew I was coming. " As I speak with shock expression Xi laugh at me.

" Haha, well they do deserve that. At least you didn't get married before you learn that he was not a good guy " she was laughing when she said that.

" Alright, stop thinking of it. Let's just enjoy this vacation of yours " as we continue to our way home I couldn't help but feel guilty.

That must be a reason why my friends frantically calling me and asking me if I was ok, I literally broadcast my tragic love life that only happen in drama.

We arrive at her condo. Xi was also a model and a cosplayer. I do sometimes collab with her, but we just do our own business.

" Hey, if you are bored or hungry eat or read some books the black door was my mini library. " she said when she take me to my room. I can't stay on her room because she do love stream in the evening, so I was staying to the other room.

" Yeah, thanks sis " I smile at her and lay in bed. As I close my eyes, I feel not tired anymore. I should read some of her books, until I fall asleep.

" Darling Xi I'll go to your library to get some books " I shouted at her because she was in her room.

" Ok, do as you please " she shouted back. I walk at the black door, open it and my jaw almost hit the bottom. I know she loves reading but this ... It's heaven to all readers... Well she has money for this so it's good. I just randomly take few books and bring it back in my room while taking some snacks.

As I sit on my bed to read the books I take, I saw this very unique books. ' Beauty and the beasts ' hmm, let's read it first.

4 hours later...

" Ohh it's so beautiful... I wish men in this world was like this... At least having this beast mark they won't betray their female. " I commented while still reading it.

" I really don't like this Parker although as time goes his characters matured I don't like his way of always fighting for attention to the point he doesn't see how uncomfortable Bai was. " As I continue my criticism to Parker I heard a knock.

" Yes " I look at the door and see Xi looking at me with raise eyebrows.

" You read that? " She ask while sit beside me.

" Yeah it's kind of amazing plot and story " I said to her and look at her with questioning eyes.

" Hehe, let's eat first and talk about my request " she nervously laugh. I know this

b!+ch would do something.

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