Studying was painfully easy.
That was the annoying part.
I sat near the back of my economics lecture, twirling a pen lazily between my fingers while the professor explained concepts I already understood fifteen minutes ago. Around me, students typed frantically into laptops or copied notes with expressions that suggested academic suffering was a personality trait.
Meanwhile, I was bored out of my mind.
Back in my original life, people assumed I performed well because of expensive schools and private tutors. That helped, obviously, but the truth was simpler.
I was smart.
Naturally smart.
I just never cared enough to prove it.
There was a difference.
When success was guaranteed from birth, ambition became optional. My future had already been decided before I learned basic multiplication. I would inherit power, money, influence. College was more decoration than necessity.
This Aria's life was different.
Her grades mattered.
Every attendance mark mattered.
Her scholarship wasn't some shiny achievement to frame on a wall. It was survival.
I glanced down at the notebook open in front of me. The handwriting was neat, organized, almost aggressively disciplined. Color-coded sections filled the margins with tiny detailed notes.
The original Aria studied like one failed exam could destroy her life.
Maybe it could.
The professor suddenly asked a question about financial forecasting, his tired eyes scanning the classroom expectantly.
Silence answered him.
I sighed quietly before speaking without looking up from the notebook. "Market behavior becomes unpredictable when consumer confidence collapses. Forecasting only works when people behave rationally, which they usually don't."
The professor blinked once before nodding slowly. "Correct."
Several students glanced back at me briefly before returning to their screens.
That was another thing I noticed about this world.
Nobody cared enough to fake interest in other people.
Back in my old college, answering questions correctly would've triggered whispers, attention, competition. Everything there revolved around image.
Here, people were too exhausted to perform constantly.
Strange.
By the time classes ended, my social battery was already dead.
The hallways filled quickly as students poured out of classrooms carrying bags and unfinished conversations. I walked downstairs slowly while scrolling through the original Aria's schedule on the cracked phone.
Part-time work three evenings a week.
Study group on Thursdays.
Library hours.
Honestly, this girl treated life like a full-time job.
I was halfway down the staircase when someone slammed into my shoulder hard enough to nearly knock my phone from my hand.
I caught it instantly.
The guy beside me clicked his tongue in irritation. "Move."
I looked at him slowly.
He wore an expensive jacket and carried himself with the kind of careless confidence money created. Not rich-rich. Just rich enough to think basic manners were optional.
"You walked into me," I said calmly.
"You were blocking the stairs."
"I paused for two seconds. If that's enough to ruin your entire journey, maybe build better reflexes."
His expression darkened slightly.
Before he could answer, another voice interrupted from above us.
"She's been acting weird all day."
I didn't need to turn around to recognize Kale's voice anymore.
I looked up anyway.
He stood a few steps higher with one hand in his pocket, watching us with that same unreadable expression he always seemed to wear. His friends lingered nearby, quieter now than they were earlier on the bus.
The guy beside me immediately straightened. "She started it."
Interesting.
So Kale had influence around here.
Not surprising.
People like him always did.
I slipped my phone back into my pocket. "You survived the interaction. Be proud."
The other guy muttered something under his breath before brushing past me down the stairs.
Kale stayed where he was.
Watching.
There was something deeply irritating about the way he looked at people sometimes. Like he noticed too much.
"You've got a problem today?" he asked eventually.
I tilted my head slightly. "I've probably always had problems. You're just observant enough to notice now."
His gaze narrowed faintly.
Again, that look.
Like he was trying to compare me to someone else.
Or maybe to who I used to be.
Another memory flashed suddenly.
The original Aria standing silently while Kale's friends dumped papers onto her desk. Kale sitting nearby, not helping but not stopping them either.
Not openly cruel.
Just indifferent.
I almost hated that more.
"Two years," Kale said suddenly.
I frowned. "What?"
"You spent two years avoiding eye contact with people." His eyes stayed fixed on mine. "Now suddenly you talk back."
I leaned lightly against the stair railing. "Maybe I finally realized silence only benefits annoying people."
Something unreadable crossed his face briefly.
Not anger.
Not amusement either.
Just thought.
The moment stretched slightly too long before I pushed away from the railing and continued downstairs.
"Try not to bully anyone before dinner," I called casually over my shoulder. "Personal growth matters."
I heard his footsteps pause behind me.
Good.
—
The cafeteria was crowded by the time I got there.
Students filled nearly every table while conversations blurred together beneath fluorescent lights and the sound of trays clattering against counters. The food looked aggressively average, but hunger unfortunately reduced standards.
I grabbed noodles and a drink before searching for somewhere to sit.
That's when I noticed it properly.
Nobody approached me.
Nobody waved me over.
Nobody even looked particularly interested in acknowledging my existence.
The original Aria had really been alone here.
The realization settled uncomfortably in my chest.
Not because I cared about popularity. I'd spent my entire life surrounded by people and still found most of them unbearable.
But isolation felt different when it wasn't chosen.
I eventually sat near the windows where sunlight spilled across the table in pale gold streaks. Outside, students crossed campus lawns while others lounged beneath trees pretending not to procrastinate.
I stared down at the noodles suspiciously.
Poor people really trusted instant food too much.
"Still sitting alone, I see."
I looked up slowly.
Kale slid into the chair across from me without invitation, coffee in hand.
"Still inviting yourself into conversations nobody requested, I see," I replied.
He ignored that completely.
"You avoided everyone all day."
"I attended classes. That's already generous behavior."
"You used to sit with the library group."
I paused slightly.
Another small detail.
Apparently the original Aria had acquaintances after all.
Interesting.
Kale leaned back in his chair, studying me openly again. "You hit your head or something?"
"Why does everyone keep asking that?"
"Because you're acting like a completely different person."
Technically accurate.
I picked up my drink calmly. "Maybe the old version of me was boring."
"She was quiet."
"Quiet people are usually either intelligent or plotting murder. Which one was she?"
His mouth twitched faintly at that.
Not a smile exactly.
More like restrained amusement.
"You weren't this confident before," he said.
"Confidence is free. Convenient, considering my financial situation."
For a second, Kale just looked at me.
Not mockingly.
Carefully.
That made me uneasy for reasons I didn't fully understand yet.
"You know people are talking about you, right?" he asked.
"People with no hobbies usually do."
"They think you finally snapped."
I shrugged. "Then they should avoid stressful situations around me."
Kale rested one arm against the table lazily. "You think talking back suddenly changes things?"
"I think if someone treats you badly and you reward them with silence, they repeat the behavior. Humans are simple creatures."
His eyes stayed on mine for several seconds.
Then he spoke more quietly.
"You really don't remember?"
Something in my chest tightened unexpectedly.
I kept my expression neutral. "Remember what?"
But before he could answer, someone across the cafeteria called his name.
The moment broke instantly.
Kale looked away first before standing from the table. "Forget it."
I watched him pick up his coffee again.
"You're terrible at threatening people, by the way," I added casually.
He glanced back at me.
"I wasn't threatening you."
"That somehow feels worse."
His expression shifted slightly at that before he walked away without answering.
I watched him disappear into the crowd thoughtfully.
Because beneath all the arrogance and attitude, something about Kale felt off.
Not softer.
Definitely not kinder.
Just… complicated.
And for some reason, I couldn't shake the feeling that he knew something important.
—
By the time I returned home that evening, exhaustion sat heavily behind my eyes.
Not physical exhaustion.
Mental.
Too many new things. Too many unanswered questions.
The apartment was warmer now than it had been this morning. The little girl sat cross-legged on the floor doing homework while the woman cooked dinner nearby.
The domestic normalcy of it all still felt surreal.
"How was college?" the woman asked gently.
"Educational," I replied while dropping my bag beside the table.
The little girl giggled softly. "That means bad."
"Correct."
I sat down afterward and opened the notebooks again.
Page after page of organized notes filled the desk beneath the weak yellow light. The original Aria had worked hard.
Really hard.
For the first time all day, guilt brushed faintly against my chest.
Not because I stole her life.
Because she clearly fought for it.
My fingers tapped lightly against the table before I reached for the cracked phone beside me.
If anyone noticed changes in behavior, it would probably be Kale.
Unfortunately.
I opened their messages again.
Most were exactly what I expected.
Bring notes.
Do the assignment.
Where are you?
But occasionally there were stranger texts mixed between them.
Eat something.
Why didn't you answer yesterday?
You okay?
My brows pulled together slightly.
That didn't match the image I had of him at all.
Unless he was just inconsistent.
Which honestly tracked.
Before I could overthink it, I typed quickly.
How was I before?
I stared at the message for a second.
Then sent it.
The reply came almost immediately.
what kind of question is that
Another message followed.
seriously what happened to you today?
I leaned back slowly in the chair while staring at the screen.
Fair question.
I was still trying to figure that out myself.
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