her first heart break

A few years is all it takes for her to realize she has already fallen hard for his best friend, she never really tried to confess, although she imagines life how it would be if he glanced at her for once , it wasn't like the boy completely ignored her ,he was clueless , he was the same as before teasing shiro any moment he got . One day when she was in 8th class she thought to herself " should I atleast tell him how I feel? " she was murmuring in the classroom that her friends even thought she was in her unusual self...the boy saw it all but just ignored it saying " she must be thinking something nonsense again" . There were times she cried herself to sleep when she couldn't bear it anymore but she kept her hope up each and every time they met...but it didn't take long when the boy kept his distance with her , she knew something was off but didn't get the gut to confront him.

It was a random day she came to class early as usual her heart shred into pieces she saw him with her bestfriend , shiro held her tears and sat in the class room , days pass by she held herself strong all she could think was " no i shouldn't confess it will ruin our friendship " it was the only call she could get in her head so she kept bearing the pain ...

It was a rainy day , Shiro was heartbroken but she was still planning to say out loud for once that she likes him ,so she came eagerly to one of her coaching where she goes together with the boy , the boy never came that day so shiro stood still her heart thumping with anxiety and when the teacher told her the boy's parents called in sick for him , suddenly she didn't have any conscience any more she ran to his house, " shit what am I even doing" shiro eyes filled with tears but she was planning still to get it off her chest " i promise I will just tell him and expect nothing" is all she said , once she got there he was in his room sick in bed , she approached him and seeing his face lighten up got shiro's heart all happy she again thought " reacting like this seeing me means he likes me ?so I still have a chance" , her thoughts got interrupted by the boy's voice " I gotta tell you something shiro , " shiro's face shows eagerness to hear " yes go ahead I have something to tell you too " .

The next word from the boy's mouth shattered her world for the very first time " I will be happy if you can help me confess to your best friend I like her very much she means the word to me " . Eyes filled with tears , ear ringing badly shiro promised to help her very first love as an act of love ," you know I am always here for you " , the boy chuckled " I know that's why we are best friends remember". With a heavy heart and a worn out smile shiro came back home " I wish you would never see my pathetic side ever " she swore herself...

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