chapter 01

I saw him four times, but none of those moments truly fulfilled my wish. His face was always unclear-like a shadow in the dark-yet something in me still recognized him. It felt like fate's secret game, leaving me longing for just one clear glimpse that I could finally hold on to.

-At sixteen I saw the same boy four times-once as we hurried to the hospital (my renter brushing his Bullet), once when our bikes touched after the library, during Durga Puja,nce as we hurried to the hospital (my mom brushing his Bullet),Once when our bikes touched after the library, during Durga Puja, and once in the dark while I fetched milk.

His face never came into focus-just a shadow I somehow recognized-so I pray to the goddess for one last, accidental glimpse to finally remember him

I will recognise that face next time

The face that makes me feel something strange, like thunder and lightening or BUTTERFLY 🦋

I can't imagine, the face, his face is unclear, smoky

I would like to run into him one more, just once

One day I will also have A bullet, Royal Enfield *sigh* that day is far away I guess it will take years

Being 16 I have many dreams and one of them is owning a bullet it's just like its name Royal, Roal Enfield. I mean why not it's so cool more cooler than any other pie of course for me, but there's a condition, the people out there say I'm too feminine to look like a boy with perfect hourglass figure and beautiful silky hair

I had if you run into someone , like three to four times by coincidence and you keep thinking about seeing them once more then my friend you are in great trouble yeah I had this bullshit somewhere on Instagram

Aside from that bullshit, 4 meeting and Everything feels far away like my body is a room I've already left.

There's noise, I think, but it doesn't reach me right.

Just echoes.

My heart's racing, but slow at the same time.

I can't tell if I'm scared or just... blank.

It's like my thoughts are slipping through cracks I can't close.

Something's wrong. I can feel that.

But I can't name it.

I want to move, but the world feels heavy, thick - like it's closing around me.

I keep trying to focus. On anything.

A sound. A face. A reason.

Nothing stays still long enough.

There's this strange calm underneath it all.

Like I'm floating between panic and peace.

And I don't know which one is winning.

I want to understand.

I want someone to tell me what's happening.

But everything's getting quieter, softer...

like I'm forgetting how to stay.

This..this is driving me crazy like never before. I can't think straight. I'm looking forward to see him, hearing the bullet sound I run to take a look but it was never him. I want to see him, know his name, talk to him be friends with him atleast...

~to be continued~

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