I Forgot the Pain in His Arms

I Forgot the Pain in His Arms

The Beginning

A fine rain fell over the immaculate gardens of the Morgan Vanderbilt mansion on that cold autumn morning. The enormous glass windows reflected the gray sky while servants crossed the hallways in silence, accustomed to the grandeur and the strict rules of that house.

Yet for Lilith Miller, the mansion never seemed like just a luxurious place.

It was her home.

Lilith Miller (protagonist)

Lilith had grown up among those enormous hallways, the golden chandeliers, and the immaculate gardens. But despite knowing every corner of that property, she knew exactly where her place was within it.

The servants' wing.

Her father, Franklin Miller, was the Vanderbilt family's driver and also the most trusted man of Mr. Christopher Morgan Vanderbilt.

Christopher Vanderbilt

Franklin was discreet, loyal, and extremely dedicated. Christopher trusted him more than many executives in the family's own companies.

Lilith had always admired her father.

He was everything she had.

Her mother, Ana Cristina, a sweet and gentle Brazilian woman, had died when Lilith was only a year old. She held no memories of her — just a few old photographs and stories that Franklin told on the hardest nights.

Even so, Lilith never grew up surrounded by coldness.

Camille Vanderbilt

Camille Vanderbilt, Christopher's wife, had always treated the girl with affection. And Christopher himself never made any distinction between Lilith and his own children.

Liam Vanderbilt.

Michele Vanderbilt.

Michele Vanderbilt

Michele was her best friend since childhood. The two grew up together, attended the same schools, and shared secrets, laughter, and dreams.

But Liam…

Liam Vanderbilt

Liam was always different.

From a very young age, Lilith harbored secret feelings for the Vanderbilt heir. Maybe it started when he defended her from some boys at school. Or maybe when he dried her tears after she fell off her bike in the mansion's gardens.

She never knew for sure.

She only knew she loved him in silence.

And she also knew that love was impossible.

Liam was handsome, popular, arrogant in just the right measure, and heir to a billion-dollar empire. While she was just the driver's daughter.

Still, sometimes he confused her.

There were moments when Liam seemed to truly see her.

Lingering looks.

Subtle smiles.

Teasing provocations.

But Lilith always smothered any hope before it could grow.

Especially because life had already taught her far too early that beautiful dreams usually ended in pain.

She was only fourteen when she lost her father.

That night, Franklin went to pick up Christopher from a meeting outside the city. The car skidded on the wet road. The accident was fatal.

Lilith would never forget the emptiness of that dawn.

The silence.

The feeling of being completely alone in the world.

She cried until she had no strength left.

And it was Christopher Vanderbilt who held her while she fell apart.

"You're not alone, sweetheart," he promised, holding her face firmly. "As long as I'm alive, I'll take care of you."

And he kept his word.

Lilith continued living in the mansion. She attended the best schools, had comfort, protection, and opportunities she never could have imagined.

But even being loved by the Vanderbilt family, she never forgot who she was.

Or where her place was.

The years passed.

Lilith grew up.

The shy girl became a stunning young woman. Her brown hair cascaded in waves down her back, her eyes held the intensity of the sky before a storm, and her delicacy concealed a quiet strength.

She was eighteen and in her senior year of high school when everything began to change.

Especially Liam.

Suddenly, he began looking at her differently.

Very differently.

The compliments became more frequent.

The touches more lingering.

The provocations more intense.

Lilith tried to resist.

Tried to ignore her racing heart every time he came near.

But Liam knew exactly how to tear down her defenses.

He made her laugh.

Made her feel special.

Desired.

Loved.

And for the first time in her life, Lilith allowed herself to believe that maybe that impossible love wasn't so impossible after all.

Then came the first kiss.

It happened in the mansion's library, on a quiet night. Liam held her face gently and said he was tired of pretending he felt nothing.

Lilith believed him.

God…

How she believed him.

Then came the hidden messages.

The secret meetings.

The false declarations of love.

Until, finally, she gave herself to him completely.

That night, Lilith felt she was living a dream.

Liam was intense.

Tender.

Careful.

And she gave not just her body, but also her heart.

Entirely.

The next morning, Lilith woke up in a state of bliss.

Her heart felt light.

She smiled to herself countless times as she walked through the mansion.

Liam finally loved her.

Her feelings had finally been returned.

Or so she thought.

That afternoon, she was in the library studying when she heard male voices entering the room. Startled, she hid behind some stacked boxes near the bookshelves.

Then she heard her own name.

And froze.

It was Liam.

He was laughing with two college friends.

"I told you it'd be easy," Liam said between laughs. "The girl's practically worshipped me since we were kids."

Lilith's heart began pounding so hard it hurt.

"So you actually did it?" one of the friends asked.

"Of course I did," Liam replied with arrogance. "Won the bet."

Her world collapsed.

In that instant.

In those words.

Lilith felt the air vanish from her lungs.

But she kept listening.

Every cruel word.

Every laugh.

Every disgusting detail about how easy it had been to get her into bed.

When they finally finished the conversation, Lilith slowly stepped out from behind the boxes.

The three fell silent.

Liam went pale immediately when he saw her.

"Lilith…"

She didn't cry.

Didn't scream.

Didn't beg.

She just looked directly at him.

And that seemed worse than any outburst.

"Good to know I was nothing but a bet to you," she said, her voice steady, even though she was dying inside. "I hope you enjoy your prize."

Liam tried to step closer.

"Lilith, wait—"

She raised her hand.

"From today on, I don't want you to ever look at me again."

The silence that took over the library was devastating.

Liam seemed to be in shock.

But Lilith simply turned her back and walked out.

When she reached her room, she fell apart.

She cried like she had never cried before.

She cried for the humiliation.

For the love that had been destroyed.

For the naive girl who had believed in empty promises.

And that night, standing before the mirror, with red eyes and a shattered heart, she made a silent promise to herself:

She would never let anyone make a fool of her again.

The following days were cold.

Painful.

Lilith kept her promise.

She never looked at Liam again.

Never responded to his attempts at conversation.

And for the first time in her life, it was Liam who began to suffer from the distance.

But two months later, fate decided to destroy what little remained of her peace.

Lilith was coming down the mansion's staircase when a violent wave of dizziness overtook her body.

Everything spun.

She lost her balance.

And fell.

When she opened her eyes again, she was in a hospital room.

The strong smell of medication invaded her nostrils.

Christopher Vanderbilt was sitting beside the bed.

Further ahead, Liam sat with his elbows on his knees and his head bowed.

The atmosphere in the room was heavy.

Terrifying.

"What happened?" Lilith asked, confused.

Christopher took a deep breath before answering.

"You're pregnant, sweetheart."

Lilith had no reaction.

No.

This couldn't be happening.

"No… there must be some mistake…"

"There's no mistake," Christopher answered firmly.

The silence became suffocating.

Then he looked directly at Liam.

His expression hardened.

"And this irresponsible boy is going to marry you."

Liam stood up immediately.

"Dad, I—"

"Shut your mouth!" Christopher roared. "You've done enough damage."

Lilith felt her head spinning.

Pregnant.

She was pregnant.

And she was carrying the child of the man who had destroyed her heart.

Liam tried to argue, but Christopher gave him no choice.

"Either you marry her, or I take absolutely everything from you."

Fifteen days later, Lilith became the wife of Liam Vanderbilt.

Without love.

Without happiness.

Without dreams.

The ceremony took place at a courthouse, simple and silent.

And that same night, she realized the magnitude of the mistake she was making.

Liam left her alone on their wedding night.

And kept leaving her in the days that followed.

In the weeks that followed.

In the months that followed.

Their marriage became a silent prison.

A cold house.

An empty relationship.

Lilith knew exactly where her husband was every night.

With Emma Stone.

Emma Stone (Liam's mistress)

Emma was beautiful, manipulative, and completely infatuated with the status Liam could offer. And Liam didn't even make an effort to hide the affair.

It was destroying Lilith little by little.

But she endured.

For the baby.

Only for the baby.

Then, months later, Victoria was born.

And for the first time in a long while, Lilith saw genuine emotion on Liam's face.

He held their daughter in his arms as if she were the most precious thing in the world.

In that moment, Lilith believed that maybe things could change.

Maybe Liam would finally grow up.

Maybe he'd fall in love with the family they had created.

But she was wrong.

Because even though he loved his daughter, Liam continued with Emma.

And in that moment, Lilith simply gave up.

Gave up waiting for love.

Gave up waiting for change.

Gave up on Liam.

And began living only for her daughter.

Never imagining that fate still had far crueler plans for them both.

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