Lily:(low pitched voice)Dan I am sorry I told my brother about your feelings towards him.
Dana:(hesitantly) what did he say?
Lily:(sadly)he said that he already have a girlfriend and he asked you to forget him.
I disconnected lily's phone call cuz tears were out my control..
"my eyes were red.
I am not sad.
I am hurt...."
I silently cried for the whole night under my blanket and imagined how good it would have been if he just accepted my feelings.
Next day I got ready for the school like everyday and reached school.
Jacob:(laughingly) seriously you are looking as if you are possess by a ghost.
Dana: I wasn't able to get a proper sleep last night cuz I missed grandma.
Jacob: Hey girl listen you are not alone so stop making yourself lonelier.
I realized that Jacob has a strong point and decided to change myself.
3 years passed in a blink of eye
These year 'I have changed a lot' that's what everyone says....I became uglier to beautiful for people with typical thinking.
In these year Jacob support me mentally and consoled me by saying 'you was always beautiful but you never gave a chance to yourself'.
I took his word as one of his cheesy words but later I realized he was quite serious.
Everyone including Alita felt that Jacob was having some romantic feeling but I ignored it for a time being.
My inner self was afraid for our friendship to get destroyed so I started to keep a distance from him.
One day his frustration came out because of my continuous ignorance.
He hold my hand tightly and pushed me to the wall...he was so close that I can hear his heart beat.
Dana:(shocked)Jacob what are you doing? leave me.
Jacob: Dan I loved you from the first time I saw you believe me.
Dana:(angrily)Listen carefully I don't want to have any relationship with you.
Jacob: I am leaving your hand for now but not you... remember it.
I ran off towards my car without turning back.
That night was the longest night of my life...I cried for the whole night and kept this is happening to me.
I was afraid cuz "heart was made to be broken" that's what I believed.
"Pleasure of love last a moment. Pain of love love last a lifetime."
I didn't want him(Jacob) to be feel the same pain that I felt.
Next day I went for a sport selection, I went to practice for ball catching.
I don't know what came to my mind I turned back to see the main entrance gate....and there he was standing under the sun and sweating like hell.
he waited till the school got over, I came out of the ground and walk straight ignoring him.
I got irritated cuz of his continuous following.
Dana: why the hell was you standing on the entrance?
Jacob: (smiling) so you noticed.
Dana:(irritated) first answer me.
Jacob:"if you want to shine like a sun in someone eyes first burn like a sun".
what will Dana say?will she accept Jacob's true feeling?
TO BE CONTINUED..
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Comments
miku
HI when you are going to Update author
2022-10-06
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さよなら嫌いだ
Update more,Sis
2020-12-10
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さよなら嫌いだ
If you really love her,don't break her heart
2020-12-10
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