Unknowingly Constant

There's a strange sense of calm today. The kind that makes me think about the people I'm grateful for. And believe me, the list is endless. But somehow... my thoughts always end up with my Brother.

He's... someone I'll always be grateful for.

Sometimes, whenever I imagine my life without anyone I met online, honestly, it wouldn't be that bad. Nor am I unable to imagine it, I have quite a wide imagination, after all.

At one point, I used to think,

"Perhaps I can spend my days without texting Bhrata Shree or without talking to him."

But reality is far different from imagination.

He disappears for just a few hours, and I'm already like,

"Where are you, Bhaiyaa?"

My day feels like a barren land with no water without him.

I mean, I never imagined that.

But now I know that I can't spend even a day without texting him.

I'm used to him being there, saying,

"Jii, Chotti jaan "

whenever I call out to him.

It's become something my heart quietly expects every day.

Every 'Good Morning' and every little thing he does makes me feel like I'm the Most Fortune person."

Well he may think he's not the best or the kindest person, I say he is. But even after everything that has happened in his past, the fact that he still treats people well is kind enough.

Even if someone hurts him, he's still supportive of them.

Though I keep telling him not to do that every time, who even listens to this Choti Bachi?!

And well.....

If he's good every time, then he's only being nice. Kind people also know when not to be kind.

So honestly, I don't care whether he's the kindest or the sweetest person.

I just want him to be happy with who he is and what he's doing, without putting everyone else's feelings before his own.

I just want him to be someone he wants to be, not someone people-or anyone else-want him to be.

Though seriously...

He's the best brother to me.

But ofc sometimes, you know, I get hurt or rather, mad at him.

So, this is what happens whenever I'm mad at Bhrata Shree about something.

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I complain to him, and then he's like,

"You are so cute."

And I'm like,

"What's so cute about that?!"

Both Bhrata Shree and Avy teased me about that.

Hmph.

How is me being mad cute to them??

They are Blind.

Absolutely blind.

But blind in my love, I must say.

/Proud of myself/

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Ahm.. anyways, back to the topic.

Well, it still feels warm and fluffy, though, when he says things like that.

And I feel like I've achieved some kind of milestone whenever he laughs or is happy.

And if there's one thing I wish for,

It's that he remains happy forever and that everyone he loves stays healthy and well.

I Love you Bhrata shree ~♡~

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