BESTIE - 3 The trauma

He was nice and good-looking,and He would help with our homework and cook something delicious for us !! He was the best...I even wished I had a big brother like him ! I spent most of my time with Kevin(my buddy) just like this and because of always being together people and especially neighborhood aunties and random people would link up us and marriage together saying we are a good match...we will get married in the future for sure... and i hated hearing this...I liked him as a friend, but hated the idea of marriage you see... I had a preference 🥲 (I liked studies type who are kind and gentle and he was the exact opposite) he would tease the second he gets a chance....

So marriage was out of the question...he knew i hated hearing this but he would always give me those small flowers while teasing future wife or else baby in a weird tone...!ಠ⁠益⁠ಠ...i wish if I was stronger I would have tossed him out of the window and one day I have had enough...one day when it was our lunch we were eating together at my bench and I was done with my lunch so I started doing my homework and accidentally while opening my geometry box all the things fell on ground and I sat down to pick them all and he helped me but then he suddenly grabbed my face and gave me a peck on lips!!^⁠_⁠^

I ended his life on that day !! ( Jk tho I wanted to...😃 but I just slap him because even if as a joke that was seriously irritating :⁠-⁠|) I was mad at him like why would he do that ik we were just 7 to 8 yrs kids still i hated physical touch from a young age idk trauma or what my mind was not even fully developed but other than my family i didn't liked anyone touching me that much.... Later on when I grew up started understanding things I got to know that it was indeed a trauma...there was an uncle I was close with idk from which moment but he used to show me affection by giving pecks on cheeks and forehead at first i didn't mind at all as my mother and father both used to do this...but idk at which point I started feeling uncomfortable and just like that i hated being touchy with anyone....( I am good rn but that period was the worst one...(⁠─⁠.⁠─⁠|⁠|⁠）) and yeah I stopped talking with him on that day onwards...

He did say sorry the moment he felt I was actually mad for real...but still I was mad for a long time that even our friends noticed and tried to make peace between us...and I gave in I mean he doesn't know why I was so mad as i rarely get mad...but still that was wrong and so I forgive him but made him promise he would never do anything like that again....!

That's it for today....see you in the next chp

Babye🌸✨

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