Shocked chapter 4:

Ali drived me back to my house, because I'm too drunk and tired that I can't handle my self anymore.

"Thanks for bringing me here"

We've been speachless for a moment

Mmm..i-- I'm going in,you can go home now...

I can't watch him directly because of what happens to us a while ago, I'm a bit affected to that,I'm afraid that he can see my reaction towards him,the feeling that can't guess by someone ,I admit it it's my first time to be kissed by a guy , since me and Lucas have a relationship before...

I was about to end the gossip between us he suddenly talk"..

So..since I kissed you and you didn't complain in that ,it means we can go out together"

Fu*k! what r u talking about ,I didn't agree with that yet so stop asking or mentioning that topic because it's making me shiver"

"You can go home now".. I closed the door between us'

Hayhhst*... now I can breathe normally,I grabbed and pull my hair because of irritation to my self..

why did I let him do that to me" Fu**ked

I lie down to my bend and take a rest for a while,after that I will finnish my paper works and go back to bed again..

I fallen asleep for while,And suddenly woke up because of a call in my phone..

"I answer it"

It's the unknown number again",Hellow?

"did you enjoy it"

"wha- what are you talking about"

his a good kisser hmm*..

Tell me who the hell are you**

you'll know it soon"...

*And then the call ended*

After that call ,someone knocked on my dor...

knock** knock**.

Nicole! it's too late now,why are you here?...

*sobs* sobs***

are-are you crying? wha-what's the reason..

Jaxon and I ended our relationship..

what's the reason?

he-he's with another girl and he said they will get marry tommorow..

what!

where's jaxon,I need to talk to him, BRING ME TO HIM!!!

No need to--,why Nicole why how- how fool you are to be like that ,don't be like me , don't give up easily ,don't be to affected with that, jaxon is In love with you ...your In love with him,you need to fight for you feelings nicole!!! don't be like me I don't want you to experience what I have experienced,, The pain ,The sadness , everything nicole everything you'll get lost if you keep doing that..your just like nothing if you won't fight for that so don't cry in front of me because it hurts me alot"..go fucking tell--...

But I'm not like you!,Your too brave to handle you own feelings your-- I'm not as stong as you, so please let him be happy to what he want, i-- don't want to bother him anymore do what he want to do and I'm happy for that even it hurts me alot...

Sge cried and cried untill she fallen asleep on my shoulder, I don't want her to be like me.

I wake up so early so that I can cook our breakfast since nicole is on bed and. still sleeping.

I Already finnished to cook our breakfast and took a bath after that,When I was about to go out of the bathroom i saw nicole sitting on the edge of my bed.

Hey!,I greeted"

"She smiled back at me.

Did you sleep well"?I'm okay now"..

C'mon let's eat our breakfast down stairs".

"Are u going to your work today?"

Yes,Nicole.

"She smiled bitterly"

"You can stay here if you want,No,no,I'm gonna go home so that I can rest well..

"I nooded"..I'll give you a ride and drop u over to our house..

I didn't go home or stay to our house since I got a job here,I just buy my own condominium near the company I have work with..

Thanks for the ride,Nica..

I smiled and give her a good bye kiss"

Miss Diaz!", my assistant called me..

Good morning",Yes is there any problems?

The new CEO of the company just arrived"...

New CEO,I was a little bit shocked"..

Yes,and he said that you will be the one to become his own secretary"..

He?

Yes mam, what's the matter?..

No--nothing",He wants to see u,just go to his office straight away..I nooded"

I open the dor of the office ,and saw someone sitting in the swevil chair facing the big view of the city..

I cleared my throat**

G--godmorning,he turn his swevil chair to face me..

Ohhh!!,I closed my mouth and get shocked of what I have seen in front of me"..

Lucas Garcia,the one and only man that I've loved for a long time until now,he changed alot fro-from he's body,h-he bacame more mature than the last time I saw him,I miss him so much, I've been waiting for him, I've been searching for him ,but here is he now In front of me,and he is the ceo of this company!,did he bring his wife back here?

I glance at him**

Lucas saw me.His dark eyes bored into mine and briefly scanned my body.

Wha-what do you need", I cut the pressure between us. he didn't reply,he just watched me with his dark eyes.

I want you to be my secretary", Finally he talked"...

Bu-but there's so many employees here to be you secretary.

"He just watched me with furrowed forehead"

"I'm your boss here,so you need to obey whatever I say..

I nooded**,and a bit pissed in that.

It's nice to see you again",He said in a lower tone"..

uhmmn..."me too",I smiled bitterly in him before I open the door to go out..

I release a long breath to calm my self...

**I feel relieved**

That's how my day ended,A bit shocked of what I saw but,I feel relieved after that because for a long, long time of waiting here he is now working on the same company with me..

I came home so early,I have so many time to clean my house,and to go to the supermarket to buy some food for myself because the refrigerator is empty..

**Someone texted me**

Alexander:

hey!nica I saw you a while ago outside of your workplace...uhmmn,I just wanna invite you to join me for a dinner at the restaurant if it's okay for you I'll be outside of your house..

Me:

But, before that can u come with me to the supermarket to buy some food and essentials?

Alexander:

Of course! I'll wait here outside.

Me:

okay..

Ali!,I waved at him, sorry you've waited so long..

No,no it's okay nica..."he smiled at me"

After buying some food and essentials at the supermarket,Ali and I eat our dinner at the restaurant..

So how was your day"?Ali asked..

Fine,I want to tell him that I saw lucas in the company and his the ceo ,but i don't think if it will be good to tell him that kind of shocking news..I just wanna enjoy this dinner with him..

I saw someone, five meters away from us,he caught my sight... its--its Lucas"! with a girl in front of him,i--i think that girl is his wife...

I averted my eyes when he saw me looking at him..

What's bothering you nica?

No--nothing I think we need to go home ali it's too late now,I --im tired,I panicked when he did not look away and stayed looking at me with furrowed brows..

I'm thankful that we came home so early before Ali will find out and saw Lucas just a meter away from our table..

Thanks for bringing me home,Ali"..

He just smiled at me and give me a good bye kiss on the cheeks...

I'm so tired on that day and fallen a sleep right away"..

Unknown number:

Be early for tomorrow.

-Lucas

"Where did he get my number!..

Me:

I will.

I don't want to have a long conversation with him, it will lead to a higher atmosphere between us...

As I said I came to the company so early in the morning,some employees greeted me"..