Chapter 0 : It's gonna be fine once I died

I remember hiding from the debt collectors and running away for 2 months. They were forcing me to pay my brother's debt and their harassment cause me to loose my part time job and I was unable to go to university anymore. It was a very cold night and I haven't eaten anything for 3 days. I sold almost everything I own to pay them and to be able to eat at the very least but it wasn't enough. I was staying in alley right now. I only have one book with me now, it was my father's gift before he died. He knew I liked novels so he bought me this book. I liked the story except for the part that many people suffered and died because of the main characters' love story. Their deaths and suffering are unnecessary and undeserved just like mine.

I feel the wind getting colder and colder the snow started falling and I cannot feel my body anymore and I started to feel my consciousness drifting away. I'm dying but maybe it's for the best, if I die now everything will be over. I will not be hungry, no one will try to hurt me because of debts that aren't even mine... It will be ok once I died... It will be ok once I died... I hope I die soon... I hope it won't hurt anymore...

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