FOUR

*JUNGWOO’s POV*

What the hell is happening??

Why is he kissing me??

He is straight right????

I’m not sure if he hates gay or bisexual so is he kissing me???

Does he like me???

Does he love me?????

I’m sure that he didn’t date a boy or man so why is kissing me???

I’m only his bestfriend so is he apologizing to me when i saw him kissing a girl???

Is he serious when he say that he loves me???

Is he drunk???

Nope.He did not like nor love me. I’m only his bestfriend nothing more nothing less.He is just lonely.He did not mean anything. I’m sure he is just confused if he like or love me.I immediately push him away.When i look at his eyes i saw that he is confused why i push him.

“Why did you push me baby??”-lucas.

he take a step closer to me but i step backward.I want to cry but I don’t want infront of him.I took a deep breath to stop my tears from falling down and to calm myself.

“Why did you kiss me??”-me

.I saw that how his eyebrows almost become one.I look at the sky.

“I told you baby.I love you Kim Jungwoo”-lucas.

I look back at him.I can feel and tell that he is sincere but i can trust him??he step forward and i step backward

“How did you know lucas???”-me.

i look at his eyes.

“You don’t have any experience dating a boy lucas so how are you sure that you love me??”-me.i added.

“Jungwoo did you not trust me??”-lucas.

I saw some tears in his eyes that are about to fall down.

“How can I trust you lucas is you broke my heart so many times??”-me.

I don’t care if my tears fall down.Lucas become confused.I come closer to him and hold his cheeks.I smiled at him even if my tears are falling down.

“How can i be sure*hik* that you loved me lucas??*sobs*How can i be sure that you will *hik*not hurt me lucas??*hik*How can i be sure *sobs*that you are not toying*hik* me lucas??How can*sobs* i be sure that you are not confused*sobs* lucas??How can i be sure that *hik*you are not fooling me lucas???”-me.

I took a deep breath to calm.I took i step backward.

“You know what lucas??Everytime you say that you love someone, you broke my heart.I want to have you.I want to be with you.I want to be by your side always.I want to hold your hand.I want to hug you.I want to kiss you.I want to own you.I want to have a right to have you.I want to be your boyfriend.But what can i do lucas??*hik*you*sobs*don’t know*hik*.What *sobs* right *hik* can *hik* i have*sobs*??.Be*hik* your*sobs* bestfriend*sobs*??”-me.

Even if I’m crying hard i still maintain my smiled at him.Lucas is crying also.He pull me and hug me.

“I’m sorry baby”-lucas.

“But the person i’m telling that i love is you baby.That is why I don’t care about anyone except you baby.I’m sorry if i hurt you baby. I’m sorry”-lucas.

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