The Backstory

**Mei, Sakura and Zoey were bffs since their childhood…but Mei and Sakura were more close to each other Zoey...they all were very happy to have each other…. they talked…laughed…comforted each other….joked…they were all living a simple life with each other by their sides:

“hey! What do you people think of this dress? Does it look good??”

“yeah the dress is good but after you wore it , it has become dull…poor dress tsk tsk tsk”

“oh c'mon guys!!! Hahaha”

But.….something happened…something tragic….which left Mei with a severe mental trauma….her depression and anxiety were taking over her….she had no one to rely on…no one to share her thoughts..her feelings….she began to remain quiet and lost …she thought talking and telling to anybody about her troubles will only increase it and she will get judged….therefore she began to stay away from the people she loved and even rejected help from her family and friends…. she was not talking to anyone….barely been seen outside her house…reassuring people that she is fine and not to worry…:

“Mei?…Are you okay?”

“yeah ..I'm fine…don't worry”

But her best friends….Zoey and Sakura knew her problems and what she was going through…..even though she denied any help from others….they remained by her side and helped her fight through that difficult time….which made their friendship even stronger

“….we will remain by your side no matter what….don't worry….we will get through this together”

“We will always remain best friends !”

“yes! Cheers to Mei and Sakura!”

“and Zoey too!”

“oh yes!! cheers to the friendship of Mei Sakura and Zoey!!hahaha”

But then another shock was waiting for Mei….the thing which Sakura hid from her…she told Zoey about it but not Mei because she didn't want her to get worried…but before that a misunderstanding got into the way and left a huge crack between the friendship of Mei and Sakura:

“why…..why didn't you tell me this!?! WHY!!??”

“I thought you were not in condition to handle this news…that's why I didn't tell..I'm sorry..!”

Zoey tried her best to clear the misunderstandings as she knew what exactly happened….but it was too late…

“hey calm down …it's okay she just didn't want to make you worried”

“U say I'm your best friend and you didn't tell such a big thing to me!…”

“oh just stop it already! Don't you think you are over reacting!?”

“You …..you are not the sakura I used to know….…I…I don't know you…i don't wanna see your face!! Just go away to where you were going!!.”

After Sakura left….Mei had only Zoey …they became close with each other…Sakura and Mei broke all means of communication with each other…but she and Zoey were in contact…she had told Zoey not to tell Mei that they are in still in contact…as Zoey did the same….she didn't tell Mei about Sakura…about them being in contact …and also the truth….because by that time Mei was already recovering from the tragedy happened….she didn't tell her before was because the only thing she wanted to focus on was to make her feel better …and now she didn't want to bring that topic up again .

3 yrs passed by….and now again those dark days had come and were standing before her eyes…..she didn't know what to do…Tiana…who was watching her gazing aimlessly to the ground , gave a tap on her shoulder which made her come back to the present.. “and also Mei...”, she said with tears appearing in her eyes,“sister also told me that when I will be giving you this diary and telling you about her, I should do it silently so that no one can find out…that's why I called you from a PCO...”

“I don't know why she did this…she was happily eating dinner with us…she was even playing with me…I miss her Mei…I miss her very much!”, tears rolling down her cheeks she sobbed

Watching the little girl crying, Mei realised it was not the time to stand still….

“dont cry dear…I'm sure your sister must be watching you right now from heaven and she won't be happy if she will see her little sister crying like this….isn't it?…so stop crying….”she consoled Tiana

“but I'm not able to see her….I miss her”she looked at Mei with wet eyes

" Put your hands here and feel", she said while placing Tiana's hand on her chest

."these little heartbeats that you feel is your sister's heartbeats too….she is always with you...within you….you can see hee..but you can feel her right?…..now wipe your tears and go back to the house….they must be worrying about you"

Tiana wiped her eyes….and with a smile on her face she waved Mei bye and ran into the house….Mei got into her car and went back to the dorm…as soon as she reached the dorm…she put the diary on her desk and laid down on her bed and began to think about the dreadful tragedy she had to experience**……..

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