12:51
"Time of accident,12:51"a mans voice.
My eyes is so blurry and all I just can see now is a mans face crying and begging,and a group of people with their white long sleeves around me.
"Double time!" shouted by someone.
My eyes feels so heavy and makes me want to sleep.
Before I finally fell asleep,I felt a hand caressed my face and he murmured "I'm sorry" and everything went black.
After that day, that accident.
I lost my memories,every memories that I treasured had faded.
I forgot my families name,my friends name.
Even my name.
After a 5 days of sleeping straight,I woke up in a white room and a group of people by my side, crying.
"Baby,this is your mommy."said by a women sitting beside me crying while kissing my hands.
"Oh sister, you're finally awake I'm so happy."a girl with her 20s.
"Doctor!,my daughter is awake, doctor!" an old man shouting behind the door.
who are these people?
I can't remember their names and their faces.
My doctor explained to me every details of my situation,but I can't bare it,I can't think of it, whenever I think of my self my head hurts and it makes me want to die.
I'm suffering from amnesia.
There is a possibility that my memories will bring back,and there is half possibility that my memories will be really forgotten, forever.
I want to know who I really am,but this is not the right time.
I want to know my families faces and names.
I want to bring back my memories,but I can't.
I want to know my background.
I want everything.
Why I am like this?
I want to know the one who made me suffer from this,and I want to know why?
Why?
*****
I was staring at the ocean when..
"Melody"a mans voice called my name.
I turn my back to the man who just called me and I saw
Blue.
"Hi Blue" I greeted him and then I turn my stare at the ocean.
Blue is the one who will take care of me while I'm suffering from amnesia.
Though,I don't know him.
The doctor just said that Blue is the one who will help me to remember everything.
After a weeks in the hospital,my family decided to take me far away from the city.
They took me far away from the place where I lost everything.
And in that case,my brain won't be trigger anymore.
Because everytime that I might see a things or a places that will remind me from my past may trigger my brain and it will lead me to pain.
Pain that I can't bare.
"So,you're staring at the ocean again?"Blue asked.
Obviously?
"Well,yeah..I just want a peace of mind."I said while staring at the ocean.
I sat on the warm sand and hugged my knees.
After a few moment,Blue sat beside me and he stared at the ocean too.
"Don't worry, everything will be alright."Blue said
I nodded and smiled weakly.
"I hope so,I want to know why I suffered from this."I said and I looked at Blue who's looking at me too.
He smiled and I did too just to erase our awkwardness.
If there's a person who is involved from what I am suffering now,If that person is the reason for all of this,well..I can't forgive him or her,I'll hate that person..Forever.
We stared at the ocean for a moment until the moon cames up after the sunset.
Blue and I didn't talk while we're staring the ocean and the sunset.
I feel so comfortable while he's on my side,I feel like everything is gonna be alright when he is around me.
Who is Blue?is he my pass friend?
I don't know
But who ever he is,I'm so lucky to have him.
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