Episode 1

I am a great pretender I can type HAHAHAHA with my tears falling down I can say I'm Okey even though I'm not I can say I'm not jealous even though I am I can say I don't love you anymore that's a lie I say I don't need help but I always ask I'm alone.

I hate myself for being not perfect I don't want myself because I'm ugly I'm not sexy I'm not genius I don't have talent no one loves me that's why I hate myself but that was before now I already accept all my flaws because I realized no one will love me or believe in me if I will degrade my own self I am beautiful because I'm kind with a pure heart.

I used filters because I'm not attractive I edit my pictures because I'm not pretty I feel insecure because of my shape I wear heels because I'm not tall I don't use sleeveless because of my armpit I'm ashamed.

Society Killed Confidence

Colorism:

Maganda Sana siya kaso maitim

Hindi naman siya maganda maputi lang

Body shaming:

Ano bayan ang payat parang tingting

Ang taba parang baboy

Ang tangkad akala mo naman poste

Sobrang liit parang duwende

Expectation:

Buti si ganito gayahin mo si ganiyan

Gender issues:

Iwww bakla

Ganda Sana kaso tomboy

Ang sikip na ng Mundo no kahit ano pang gawin mong Tama Mali parin makikita nila.

Hindi ako takot sa commitment takot akong magmahal kase takot akong masaktan ulit takot akong ibigay yung lahat trust issue?? Oo, takot na Kong magtiwala ulit takot na Kong bumuo ng puso ng iba kase pag buo na sila ako naman yung durog pag okay na sila ako naman yung di okay ang unfair no?

Sa ex ko mahal pa kita alam Kong may iba kana kaya Dina ako aasa pa alam Ko kaseng masaya kana yung mga ngiti mo hindi na ako yung dahilan sorry hindi kita INALAGAAN ng Tama kase kung oo Sana... Tayo pa...

11:11 plsss set me free from pain from the past from the person plss make me move on I want to forget it I always wanted to be happy again 11:11 plsss make my wish come true.

To all boys saludo ako sa mga lalaking hindi kayang hayaan yung gf Nilang umiiyak nag eefort sila dahil mahal Nila yung babae yung kaya nilang ibigay yung time Nila hindi Nila tinitiis yung gf nila pag tinoyo how I wish meron ako neto kaya sa mga girls ingatan niyo sila kunti nalang ang mga yan.

Girls listen hindi mo deserve maghabol hindi mo deserve masaktan hindi mo deserve mag hubad to prove love real man will stay real man will not leave you kaya kung iniwan ka hayaan mona kung mahal ka ng lalake hindi niya hihingiin ang iyong pagkakababae alam niyo girls kapag nakahanap kayo ng ganito iwan niyo na because they don't deserve us

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