Falling in love for the first time

The therapist asked the black haired girl sitting in front of her sweetly smiling "Have u ever fallen in love before?" The girl left a painful yet sarcastic chukcle and said "Long story and maybe.......boring" The therapist looked at her eyes and smiled again saying "We have lots of times and stories are never boring and especially when they're of a beautiful girl- like u!!" The girl smiled painfully again and starting remembering the part and people of her life that she could never forget. THE BROKEN PAST.

10 years ago

Arry's Pov:-

As i searched for a seat in the school bus my eyes stopped at a boy looking outside the window. He looked outside the window as if waiting for someone. I could only see his side profile but still what i could see was, he wore spectecles and his house tshirt's color was yellow. "He's handsome...." i thought. I realised i have been standing there, staring at him when I heard a husky voice saying "May i help u??....... excuse me.....EXCUSE ME????" and a hand being waved rapidly in front of my face. I snapped out of my dream land and my eyes landed on that curious "new boy" looking at me with a curious expression. I embarassingly said "No...am fine..thanks" and left there as fast as i could. Finally i found a seat and decided to sit down there.

Hi, my name is Arry. Am a simple student of class 8. Am quite bubbly and cute as per others description but i have one problem, my irritation and my anger. These are the only two problems I have. I don't really believe in those love shit neither do i like anyone. One of the reason behind is I've seen my friends date and end up with a broken heart and i don't want the same thing. I think my parents love me enough and i don't need to jump into a well of depression by liking someone or doing those dating shit.

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I was waiting for my bestfriend Rachel to come. She's been with me since standard 1 and there's no such person who didn't want us to break up and fall apart. But we quite stood strong till now. Rachel was a famous playgirl who have had many boyfriends and relationship but she was much purer in case of heart. She was the perfect bestfriend anybody can ever wish for but i was lucky enough to have her.

I decided to close my eyes for sometime before Rachel arrived on the bus and start blabbering about everything. I did as i decided. But couldn't get much time as i soon heard a excited and familiar voice shouting on top of its lungs "Heyyyyyyyy ARRYYYYYYYYY". I knew it was Rachel. I waved my hand back at her. She came to me and as soon as she stepped her for in the seat she started saying "Bitch guess what????" "What?" was my short answer. Rachel pouted "Ur no fun mannn.....guess naa" I was least interested because i knew it was something about boys. "Tell me quickly. I don't have enough time to play this stupid game". I said rolling my eyes. Rachel pouted and whinned like a little kid but finally spilled it "Look over there, the new senior. His name is Danny. He's new in bus. He's in 11 and in science stream. He's the best friemd of Rony and Daniel.....the two old seniors of ours, remember? Mannnnnnnnn.....he's so handsome..dude, i fucking have a huge crush on him...HE'S MY NEW CRUSH, THAT'S IT!!" till this point Rachel was jumping out of excitement. I smiled silently at her state.

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The next few days were quite peaceful except for Rachel trying her level to win over Danny. Though i warned her not to because to be honest, i didn't really like him but Rachel being Rachel once gave him a chocolate through one of his classmates in his class. By the time of dispersal, Danny was furious and burning with anger. Rachel sensed that and literally hid behind me repeatedly asking me to save her. As we expected, Danny was seen furiously storming towards our seat and started ranting out as soon as he reached the spot of the seat we're sitting "Who the **** do you think you're huh???!!! Everybody is not like you....I have a freaking reputation to maintain. Stop ur bloody stupid acts....Lemme tell u clearly, AM FUCKING NOT INTERESTED IN U NOR I'LL EVER BE. So stop annoying me. If i find u guys again, the consequences will not be to ur liking i swear" And with that said he stormed away to the other side of the bus. I kept silent because i had no points to say. As soon as he left the seat, Rachel and Lisa broke down crying. Oh right, Lisa...I haven't introdeced her yet right? She's another of my crackhead best friend. I met her in standard 6 and since then we three have been together, Me, Rachel and Lisa were one of the known groups of the school. Anyways, back to present, Lisa also had a crush on Danny and she was also in the idea these crazy things with Rachel. After some of the crying session, Rachel broke the silence saying "Maybe it's our fault Lisa. We shouldn't have done that because to think carefully he's right. Maybe his classmates made fun of him. Maybe his reputation is hampered or something. We should do something to apolozise, what say guys?" "What are u suggesting?"Lisa asked. Rachel thought for 2 mins before saying "I was thinking if we should make a bouquet of choclates and a sorry letter and present it to him?"Rachel looked at us completing her suggestion. We looked at each other but eventually agreed.

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Next norning as planned Rachel arrived with a bouquet of chocolates. It was so beautiful that i myself wanted it but unfortunately it was for that jerk. Though i always called him a jerk but i always had a strange feeling towards him, for example when i accidentally look at him and our eyes meet, it honestly sends shiver down my spine. I always got a feeling that i liked him but i quite shrugged it off and tried to console myself that he's a jerk and one more reason to it was i wasn't quite sure of my feelings. I was thinking all these when the bus arrived and i got up. He used to get up few stops after us. Rachel and Lisa were very nervous. As usual he got up and as soon as he stepped in the bus Rachel went in front of him and started saying with eyes closed "We're reaaaaaaalllly sorry big brother....We'll not repeat it i swear..... please forgive us and accept this. I swear this is nothing else but a sorry token... pleassssse accept it". "It's fine" was his short answer with his hands declining the bouquet full of chocolates. "Like which kind of person even declines chocolate huh??!!!" i thought quite surprised but kept quite. Rachel came back and sat down quietly. Me and Lisa looked at her with sighing eyes and started talking when suddenly Rachel jolted up with shining eyes. We looked at her doubtfully but she ignored it and called a kid in bus and whispered something into his ears while giving him the bouquet. While me and Lisa were dying from curiosity she turned as she finally busted the bun saying "I just thought of a idea. I'll send it to him via that kid....what on earth he'll know who sent it....why didn't i think of it earlier???? Am so freaking intelligent!!!!!!!! Damnnnn!!!" while both lisa and me facepalmed on hearing her stupid idea. But what we didn't expect is him throwing away the bouquet on road as soon as he recieved the bouquet which he did. We maximum expected him to give it back or rant some nonsense on us but definitely not this. Our jaw literally dropped to the ground as anger boiled in our blood. How could he freaking do this. We decided on ignoring him since on. And as expected Rachel and Lisa said that never in hell would they would have crush on such a guy. But what bothering me was why do i still have that feeling lingering on me?

After that day, we did as decided, ignored him. To be perfect, Lisa and Rachel ignored him whereas I never even talked to him. Soon there was summer vacation. But throughout the summer vacation I felt rushed, impatient and had an wired urge of going to school, more of seeing Danny. I was freaking impaitent and uncomfortable the whole summer vacation. But after what one month the summer vacation ended though to me it felt like years.

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On the first day of school after the vacation, as soon as i got in the bus, my eyes looked for Danny though i couldn't find him. "Maybe he's absent" I thought to myself. One day went by, two days went by, one week went by and still there was no sign of him. I felt restless as hell. I wouldn't be lying if i say i went to school everyday with a hope of seeing his face in the bus smiling and laughing to his friends but i couldn't. Almost after the 2nd week i heard Daniel, his bestfriend say "Guyssss, i think Danny had left school....maybe, am not sure". I almost felt my heart shatter. I was devastated. I felt my tears almost falling down but I somehow stopped it. I sat in a seat quietly and fortunately Rachel and Lisa were absent so I could get some peace and alone time. Soon my bus-stop arrived and I got down and slowly dragged my feet towards my home which seemed like miles away. That day i was assured that i really had some feelings for him. And maybe that was the worst mistake of my life. Anyways, so next day when i went to school as usual I was searching for Danny even when i heard yesterday that maybe he left school but still i decided to go up to his class and searched for him. And to my utmost happiness, he was there looking at the board. "OH MY GOD!!!! HE DIDN'T LEAVE THE SCHOOL.....HE'S STILL HERE" I almost shouted but soon controlled. I was on cloud nine. I was so happy that my mind stopped working and soon i came to realization that am jumping and stopped it as soon as i realized. It's embarrassing but i couldn't care any less at that moment. I was freaking happy. But soon the bell rang and it was time for class so i decided that it's time to tell my two crackheads about it-Rachel and Lisa. I went up-to thier classes and called them out seeing the teachers are not inside. They came out with a curious face and looked at me with questioning eyes. I wanted to drag them to the last wall corner but Rachel dragged her hand out of mine and said "Woah woah woah....what's going on huh??!! First why are u dragging us and second why did u even call us????!!! AMM SOO CONFUSEDDD!!!....Lisa do you know anything??" Lisa shaked her head and shrugged her shoulder as a "no". I spoke up. "That's what am trying to say....waittt...." I said as looked sideways sneakily to see if anyone's around. Luckily no one was. "Listen you remember Danny, don't u??" Rachel nodded her head saying "Of course we do....who would forget a asshole like him huh??!!! Dickhead....Anyways, thank god we don't have a crush on him anymore...True Lisa??" "True, but what's your matter in this Arry??!" said Lisa looking at me questioningly. I gulped as Rachel's eye's expression joined Lisa's. I finally got my courage up thinking either now or never. I closed eyes starting to speak up "So the matter is....the matter is... is... THAT I LIKE HIM AND HAVE STRONG FEELINGS FOR HIM" i ended almost shouting the last part out of nervousness and opened my eyes to see both of best friend's hung open mouth almost touching the ground. They both simultaneously said "WHAT????!!!" "WHAT??" " Our girl has finally grown up....falling in love and all huh???!! But ur choice is a little.....arghhh nevermind....Congo mannn...Party is needed.." Rachel excitedly stated almost jumping making me blush but also giggle. But Lisa was somewhat calm than expected. She finally spoke up with a serious tone "Arry, listen i don't know if your choice is right or wrong and I don't care but what i know is that ur way too pure for these things, so be careful. Not everyone is as good as you... remember that okay?? And also remember we're always here for u okay sweety???!!". I smiled sweetly nodding yes. "I agree...be careful Arry!!" Rachel added looking at me with concerned eyes. I giggled at winked at them nodding yes. And finally i said "Okay my two mothers...I know your here... now let's go to the class or else we're standing outside. Yeah? let's go!!!" Hearing these they both headed while nodding vigorously and the mood was finally lightened up. All three of us headed towards our classrooms giggling and laughing while these two brats continued teasing me. We're happy for today. But what we didn't have the slightest idea about was someone was standing around the wall corner listening to our whole conversation.

...End of CHAPTER 1...

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