Episode 1

2 years ago.

2 years ago, I was at a party with my friends, we all have fun together at 11.30-4.45AM. I loved to my mom that I'm going out at 11.30 for a school project at my friend house, I just don't want my mom know that I was in a party. When we're on our way to the party, we bough some snacks and drinks, after we bought some snacks and drinks, we go to our friend's house and start the party, after the party, we went back home, on our way back home, we listen to a radio really loud, I was driving we all drunk and singing very loud, I didn't focus that much because I was drunk. I didn't focus on the street, so when there's traffic lights, I drive in speed of high and there's a truck who drive in fast speed too, the truck was so noisy, when we turned off the music, the truck crash to us really bad. On the next day, I wake up in the hospital, my friends are save, but...I had Amnesia and heart diseases, when they all talked to me I was so confused who they are. I only remembered we have a car crash, and I didn't remembered anything else, and one of my friends are really mad at me for forgetting her, so she grab my neck and tried to kill me, "How dare you forget me after you almost killed us!!" She said that, "I don't know who are you guys, I only know the car crash, stop it please, I can't breathe!" She was really mad and press her hand to my neck, no one was there to stopped her even my parents....I was screaming so loud, and finally the doctor came and stopped her. A few weeks later, one by one didn't came for visiting me in my room even my parents, I was confused, "Where is everyone who came to see me?" I think that. I try so hard in hospital to not die in there and live happily, but I don't know my family and friends, they leave me one by one. I was crying in my room, "Where did everybody go?" "Who is my family?" "Mah, Pah, where are you guys?" "Why aren't one of you visits me?" I think a lot and I get depressed and stressed and kinda crazy, only the doctors and the nurse are kind and nice to me, I was really sad that I have Amnesia and heart disease, I blame myself for the injuries in my body, and I was really, really mad at myself, I try so many thinks that might kill myself but I always got caught by the nurse and doctors. I asked God why do I have to live like this, but he didn't answered me. I didn't eat for a few days, but doctors say if I don't eat, you'll get skinny and you'll get more sick and died.

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