Troublesome family

Dear Diary,

I guess I used to write more often but now there's a special reason why I started writing again. it's because something incredible happened not long ago. I don't want to forget what had happened and I guess I will if I continue wanting more to know. I can't describe in words what I saw that one day at the parc. it was only a random stranger but what I didn't know was that this person might become someone special to me. I always wanted to become a writer so I don't know if I can keep this story a secret. if I can't then I'll describe my situation so that everyone will understand.

My family doesn't care about me. I have a sister and she hates me. she's two years older than me and my parents do only care about her. it's not that typical family drama, where you think that your parents don't love you but actually do, I wish it would be like that. My sister was always better than me at everything. she had better grades than me, she can play almost every sport and what you don't know is that she's a famous singer. Yep, you must be surprised but everybody of my family is famous. My father is a famous actor and my mother is a famous cook. Everyone in my family is famous and talented except me. I always wanted to become a writer. The only is that I have literally no fantasy. My parents say that I should study properly and become a doctor to make lots of money, but I don't like studying and I don't care about money. My parents think as garbage of me. I'm caught up in their expectations. Because of the fact that I can't be like they want me to be, I get punished. I have so many scars because of them and nobody knows because I have to keep them a secret. i don't want people to gossip about me, so I guess I'll have to be strong.

When I came home from school today they weren't at home. I thought today would be one of the days where they don't come home until the morning and I don't get punished. it sadly wasn't like I thought. They went home at 11pm and I was still up. My father came to my room with a shoe and then he hit me like always. He was drunk. I wanted this to end. half an hour later they went to sleep. I couldn't sleep. I wanted to cry but I didn't want them to hear me, so I went out to a parc near my place. I sat down under a tree and started to cry. I cried so loud like never before. i thought about taking my life away, but who or better what I saw that day stopped me of thinking about suicide...

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