Episode 1

“ I know that you only need me but you do not love me and that f*cking fact kills me every time I saw you sweetly smiles in front of her but not me.” I smiled while the tears keeps on flowing in my eyes.

“I beg you, why can't you try to love me? Am I really that unbearable because of my f*cking look? I can change! I can be whatever kind or type of woman you want me to be... I can... Please give me a chance... I'm begging you...” I continued and kneel. I don't care whatever they may think, I desperately want him back.

“I tried loving you, it's just that... I can't be with you. I don't know why I love the way she looked at me and she's way better than you. I'm sorry Aliah... Please take care of yourself from now on.” He said and turn around.

I felt that the world stops. Every steps he made is like a knife stabbing directly to my heart. I've got a lot of words to say but none of them can't be heard by him. As if my voice had been taken away. The heavy rain starts to pour and as soon as my sight can't reach him, I smiled and cry at the same time while looking at the dark sky.

Was I really a good for nothing? I only want to be happy and be with him. Am I too selfish? Do I not deserve any happiness at all?

I unconsciously walk, letting my feet take me somewhere I can rest. I realize that the bar is in front of me. I guess it's time for me to be with my old pal again (alcohol drinks).

I entered and unexpectedly froze on what I've saw...

Why...

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