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Chapter 1

WARNING : This chapter contains swearing and many more

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Kana reached for her alarm clock and stopped it from ringing, She stood up and went to take a shower, After showering she reached for her towel

"Huh?" Kana didn't realize her towel was missing until she finished taking a shower

'This is the worst!' Kana started to get frustrated, She thought nothing else except to go call her sister

"K-KEIKO!" She called out her sister, She immediately regretted calling for her sister since she was.... Abusive

"WHAT!" Her sister coming in the bathroom abruptly, angry of course

"C-Can you please get my towel?"

"What! No of course! there's no way I'm coming in there"

"Babe! Is something wrong?" Keiko's boyfriend was downstairs

"Of course not baby! your lucky Tatsuyo is here"

'Oh...He's here again. He's just here to leech off keiko'

"Here!" Keiko threw Kana's towel at her, Kana's lucky since she caught it

"Thank you.." Keiko left without saying anything, Kana's legs started to tremble

"Ha Ha Ha" She pants as her eyes started to water

"I'I don't have time for this, I'm going to be late!" Kana dressed up quickly and grabbed her bag, She left her room and went downstairs

"HEY!" Keiko yelled at her for being loud, Kana just ignored her

While she was running she saw a bus, She waved her hand to signal it to stop, The bus stopped infront her and saw the bus was full, She had no other choice but to ride the bus since she was running late

The door closed and the bus started to move, She tried to look for seats but it was no use, She started to feel someone touching her thighs but she ignored it, Now she was getting scared since the hand was under her skirt this time, She tried to slap the hand away but the person was still not listening, A guy went to Kana's Back and swatted away the person's hand

"Please refrain from touching her" Kana looked back and saw her Senior -Shiro Minoru- glaring at a guy

"Tch, Youngsters these days" The person who was touching Kana was an old man, that old man left the bus as soon the next stop arrived

"T-Thank you...Shiro-kun" Kana thanked Shiro, Shiro noticed her skirt was too short and her tights was ripped

"Here, Wear this" Shiro wrapped his jacket around Kana's waist, Kana blushed and Shiro noticed

"I-If it's bothering you, You can take it off, I'm sorry"

"N-NO!, I-It's alright, Thank you..." Kana was happy that someone cared for her

"Oh, We're here" The both of them left the bus and started running to their school, A lot of people saw them and thinking they're crazy or something

Good thing they arrived to they're school before the school bell rang, The both of them looked at eachother and laughed, They parted as soon they changed their shoes to indoor shoes, As soon the both of them were gone, The gossiping started

Kana's friends saw what happened and thought bad of her since Shiro was famous in their school for being a guy who is a 'Study-first-before-relationships' type of a guy, The entire school started to think bad of her, Yes only her

As the time pass, She was starting to be aware of the rumors going around about her, She started to look for her friends for comfort, She saw them chatting behind the school, She was about to approach them when she heard something she shouldn't have

"Kana is su~ch a slut ya know"

"HAHAHAHAHA"

"Yeah I know right"

"Tch, Just because she's pretty doesn't mean she could be in a relationship that fast"

"Yeah! Did you see the guys drooling over her because of her 'Hour glass' body in P.E?"

"Yes!"

"What do you think Miko?"

'No...Miko' Kana was shocked by what her most trusted friend said

"She's so stupid! She didn't even notice I was just using her, Gosh I hate her, She even said no to a hot guy, Ugh such an attention seeker"

Kana's eyes started to water, She quickly ran as fast as she can to escape hearing those words, But she couldn't since while she was running, She clearly heard the people whiepering about her, She went to the rooftop to get a breathe

She went on fours and started....Laughing

She was laughing until she was starting to realize everything she turned her back on

She stopped and went on the rails, And screamed

"**** OFF"

The Kana who was always bright and kind, Was now gone on that moment

"I don't give a **** anymore!"

"Gossip all you want! I've had enough! An abusive sister? **** IT, A family who doesn't give a ****? GOD DAMN, A whole-*** school talking shit about you? HAHAHAHA I CAN FUCKING HANDLE IT ALL!"

Kana fell to the ground and started crying

"I-I can't"

A figure above the door was watching her without Kana realizing

"Hmm"

The bell rang, Kana got herself together and went to her class, people around her was gossiping about a scary vibe around her, Kana went to her class and got lots of stares, She sat down with her legs up the table and the teacher noticed Kana's behavior

"KANA!" Kana glared at the teacher and the room went silent

"Tch, If you can't teach these idiots something without bothering me then **** off"

The people was shocked once again

"Hey teach"

"Y-Yeah?"

"You see that fucking door?"

"...Yes"

"You better keep a look out on that, 'cuz you might see me leaving through that door"

"K-KANA, TO THE OFFICE, I'LL CALL YOUR GUARDIAN LATER"

"Geez, You could've said that in a nice way ya know, then, Bye-Bye "

Kana left the room and giggled on the way to the office,

After a few minutes, Her sister went in the office, The male teachers' mouths were wide open, Keiko entered the office wearing a seductive dress, Her ****** was almost shown and you can almost see her underwear because of the length of her dress

"I'm really sorry about my sister" Keiko apologized on behalf of her sister, Kana rolled her eyes, She already know that her sister was just forced to come since she was called

"Kana~ Let's go" Kana walked out the office ignoring her sister

"I'm really sorry again"

"No No, It's fine, She's still young after all" The male teachers was charmed by Keiko

Keiko catched up with Kana and grabbed her arm vigorously out of the school grounds, They went to an alley

"Do you know how much trouble you caused?!" Keiko slapped Kana

"My date was cancelled since I got called by your teacher!"

"Tch, It's just another guy anyway, You get dates pretty much everyday anyway, So why come and bother me" Kana took her bag and was about to leave, But Keiko grabbed her arm again and dragged her down

"Did you just talk back at me?!" Keiko kicked Kana in the stomach a multiple times

"Your not having dinner tonight" Keiko left Kana with injuries, Her face and body was full of bruises and she was coughing blood

Kana got up, Her vision was blurry, She took her bag and went to a near pharmacy

"Welco- OH MY GOD" The pharmacist immediately catched Kana who was about to pass out, She took her inside and helped her quickly

"Hmm- Ow Ow" Kana woke up, She looked around her and everything was unfamiliar, The pharmacist came in and saw Kana awake

"Your already awake" The pharmacist gave Kana a glass of water and pain relievers

"Thank you miss..."

"You can call me Crystal"

"Ah yes.. I'm Kana... I'm really sorry for the trouble I caused, I would like to pay you in exchange"

"Well if you had 100 000 dollars of course I would-"

"Oh, Do you accept card?"

"DO YOU REALLY PLAN ON PAYING WITH 100 000 DOLLARS?!"

"Well yes.."

"Uhm Kana... You see I was joking" 'Just what kind of rock did this girl live in'

"Oh...Pfffft"

'OH! SHE'S LAUGHING'

"You know Kana-chan you look cute when you smile, You should smile more often"

"..."

"WAS THAT REALLY WEIRD OF ME TO SAY?!"

"HAHAHAHAHAHA"

"Eh?"

"Crystal-san your really funny"

"WAH"

"HA?!" Crytal hugged Kana tightly

"I NEVER HAD SOMEONE CALL ME THAT TnT"

"Eh? Should I stop?"

"NO! It feels like I have a little sister"

"...Really?"

"Of course! I'm the only child in my family so I always wanted a cute sibling"

'Ugh! I wish I was an only child, Why did Mom And Dad even had you'

Kana remembered what Keiko used to say to her and compared it to Crystal's words

"Kana?"

"Uhm... Crystal-san?"

"Hm?"

"Can you be like...uhm you know..."

"You can tell me"

"Can you be....like m-my..."

"Come on, I'm getting curious"

*Inhales "CAN YOU BE LIKE MY BIG SISTER!"

"Kana...."

"UH! I'm sorry it might be weir-"

"OF COURSE!" Crystal hugged Kana again but more tightly

"Eheh" Kana smiled, She was relieved that she can finally have a caring big sister

"Tell me Kana, How did you get those injuries?"

"Oh... I guess I can tell you Crystal-san"

Kana explained to crystal what really happened from when her friends to her sister, Crystal of course was really sad, She tried to lighten up Kana while she was explaining, Kana still hasn't changed.... It's just, Crystal was a special person for her, Even though they aren't really related , They still felt like they're family

It was finally time for Kana to leave, The both said they're goodbyes and exchanged numbers to get in touch,

Kana was infront of their house, She was still deciding whether she go in or not, Her decision was decided of her going in, The first thing she saw when she opened the door was her sister and a stranger making out in the living room

'Tsk, Another night, Another guy'

Kana walked past them and went to her room quickly, She laid down and thought deeply of what she's going to do now, She stood up and got to the bathroom and took a scissors, She looked at herself

"What a beautiful body and face for a person with a broken heart"

"It might not be good if it was ruined"

Kana took the scissor and cut her hair, Her hair length was just above her waist, But now it's below her shoulders

"Should I get a small tattoo? Hmm, Hahahaha, I shouldn't or else my family thinks I'm rebelling"

'...Family?'

"Tsk"

Kana switched her clothes and went to bed, Before she closed her eyes she remembered something, She took her phone and texted Crystal

{Crystal}

Goodnight!

Goodnight too Kana

Kana smiled and turned off her phone, She putted it on her bedside table and closed the lights

After that, Kana had a good night with all the troubles she went through