My Burning Desire

sometimes this particular thought come in mind that what if I never had any talent or what if I was not beautiful or have any good looks or what if my parents had loved me like I was the most precious treasure in the world and then a never ending series of what ifs came across in my mind ……….

You know, it is a nature of a human being to desire things they don’t have even if they don’t particularly need it in their life or they desire things they can never covet but is being greedy a bad thing ………………………………………….

I am Alisha the only thing I have to cherish is my music. I love my music very dearly I think loving music is the only thing I do wilfully, or will I have something more to love like I do for my music………..

I suddenly opened my eyes and found myself on my bed and let a sigh out”How long has it been that I felt like this, I feel listless. I think I soon have to find my inspiration “I get off from my bed and head towards bathroom after taking bath and freshen up myself, I ate my breakfast and started getting ready for my college, it’s not like I am particularly picky or anything but yeah I don’t dress up like wearing bunch of random cloths together. I live alone in an apartment and do a part-time job in a hotel as a waitress of course I also give performances if they need it but only for extra money to pay rent and other things as for college fee I have scholarship since I am in musical department and apparently they think I am good at singing and writing lyrics.

As long as I remember there is only one person I think of as a family member is our orphanage caretaker Mrs lea or nanny lea because she is the only person whom I can open up to, in front of I didn’t have to be on my guard, I can be myself.

When I was on my way for college I suddenly saw a poster “Rising Idol ……. Show your talent and become new idol of your city……” cool but wait a second “Age limit 6-16 “ I think I am way too older to participate since I am 20 year old but I think I remember something yeah I was 7 or 8 at that time our orphanage organised a combine celebration for 50th anniversary of orphanage with other orphanage and that was the first time I sang though it was only a nursery rhyme but everyone was so happy I think that was the first time I smiled wholeheartedly. I don’t want to gain fame I just ….. I just want to be happy and see other smile because of me when I can fulfil that, which will be the day I will achieve aim of my life I guess…….

I reached my college while thinking about these sweet adorable memories and then the bell rang so I started running

[Oops! I think I am late I should have set my alarm]

Then I suddenly bumped into someone…..

“Ouch…….” [Alisha]

“Watch where you are going…….” [??????]

“I am sorry…..I am in hurry” [Alisha]

I ran away from there without even looking who was that and rushed towards my classroom.

“What a wearied girl” [??????]

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